Let's test my might of ink and pen
Reliving my writes of now and then
Wicked has been every blight I've scribed
Amidst the light shown between every lie
Such an abyssal despair
Swirls in my soul
Because she never cared
and it took its toll
Now I lay here,
remembering my past
When I have no fear
that this breath could be my last
Why does she still haunt me
Even when I found someone new
What is it that I can't see
When will these nightmares let loose
Let loose this noose around my heart
The beating love she tore apart
Left to rot in an empty cage
Of bones, pain, and tormented rage
I'm alive but to live I do no more
Ever since my heart she scorned
Hollowed inside like an infinite abyss
Destroying light with morbid bliss
So sweet I rhyme these sour thoughts
But now I feel through these lines I've wrought
That even when I'm happy, despair will reign
Giving my agony no living bane
So simple this tale of my self destruction
Destroying my self to ease my function
Of disappointing those who care of I
The depressed nerd who only wanted to die
Only wanted to be left in his room
Away from everyone to plan his own doom
So don't be surprised, the day I die
Because that's the day I'll spread my wings
And fly..
