Norman Reedus Love Fanfiction

The Past VS The Future

I woke up to face Norman who was starting to wake up also. "Good Morning." I whispered while giving him a smile. "Morning beautiful." He said while giving me a smile back. I slowly sat up and looked at my phone to check the time. It was 6:00am, it was too early to be awake. The sun was beginning to rise. I groaned as I laid back down next to Norman. "What time is it?" He asked. "6 in the morning." I said as I let out a big sigh. Norman sat up and stared at the sunrise before speaking, "Well atleast we woke up to something nice." He said as he pointed at the sunrise. I smiled and sat up. "It's beautiful." I said while looking at it. Norman looked over at me but I didn't look back at him, I was too lost in the view, I barely noticed when he grabbed my hand. I then looked over at him, his gaze still on me.

He pulled my hand up towards his face, I figured he was gonna be cute and kiss the top of my hand. He pushed his face passed my hand as he kissed my wrist. It was cute and it made me smile but deep down, I know why he was doing this. He saw the cuts on my wrist. I turned my head and frowned. He was kissing my cut marks gently, he stopped after the 3rd kiss and pulled away. He still had a hold on my hand as he looked up at me. My cuts were something I felt ashamed of, and I didn't like talking about it. I began to feel sad, what does Norman think of me now? Will my marks scare him away? I could feel Norman's gaze still on me.

I let out a big sigh and turned to look at him with sad eyes. After I looked at him, Norman pulled me into his arms. He had his arms around me tight and I tried to hold back tears. "I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear. Hearing him speak with his voice full of sympathy, made the tears slowly fall down my face. I sat there in his arms in silence, trying to keep him from knowing that I was crying, but somehow, I think he knew. "I'm here for you." He whispered again as he paused. "We can talk about it when your ready." He whispered again.

Norman knew I didn't want to talk about it, atleast not right now I didn't. I gently wrapped my arms around his neck. I had one hand in his hair, slowly and gently running my fingers through the back of his hair. I felt myself smile alittle, I was glad I had Norman to comfort me. The time will come when I'll tell him everything, but doing so now, would only bring me down. My life was so great right now, why bring up the past? Why bring up the pain? The present and future was all I ever really liked to think of. "I'm glad we met." I whispered while breaking the silence. "Me too." He whispered back. I could feel him smile. We finally pulled back from hugging each other. "I should probably be getting home soon." I said while smiling at him alittle. I saw Norman frown alittle, "Alright." He said. I could tell Norman didn't want to be away from me, he was so adorable.