"So you'll call later tonight?" Tessa asked me happily as I walked through the halls of my house. I smiled, Tessa and Ethan have always been so comforting. We've all been hanging out since...the day he left. Whenever I thought of him, a feeling tugged at my heart but I decided to avoid it. I've been well now, I've gotten used to my doctor and I feel as if my Depression will soon be gone for good.
"Yes, I promise." I replied to her, "See you!" And with that, I hung up and entered my bedroom. Throwing my backpack on my bed, I sat down with it and drummed my fingernails on my lap as my mind trails back to Sam. He made me feel happy when my days felt as if they were mostly gray, but with him, my days were so colorful.
I shook my head and sighed, I've doing pretty well without Sam even though I had dreams of us everyday. Don't get me wrong, I missed a lot, but I actually had brighter days in life. Ethan and Tessa were always there for me now and we always hung out. My dad seemed to be okay now if they just randomly strut in and claim that they we are hanging out tonight.
I smiled, this made me feel so happy. Happier than I've ever been in my life. My mother had the same thing I have, depression a bipolar disorder. She took her life and I found out that my mother cheated on my father for sex which shattered my heart into pieces. Sam tried to help me find him, but our plans sort of went downhill. I didn't care anymore though, everything was fine.
I'm starting to forgive my mom for all the pain she has caused us and realized that everyone makes mistakes in their lifetime. Sometimes mistakes like those were hard to forgive, but I'm getting there. Realizing that I had homework to do, even if it was the beginning of senior year, I unzipped my backpack and took my schoolwork out.
I briskly did my schoolwork so I could get to my Art. Art was my favorite subject in class and I felt like I can express my feelings and emotions with Art. Just as I was about History, I heard pounding. What was that?
***
I opened my door slowly as I gasped in utter shock to see Sam standing there right in front of me. "Sam!" I cried as he picked me up and twirled me around happily. I giggled in his arms and once he put me down, I smiled at him. I've missed him so much and as I felt tears stroll from my green eyes, I told myself that my sunshine was back.
"Quinn, I've missed you so much" Sam cried as he embraced me and as I hugged him back, our lips collided. Soon enough it felt like I was in heaven as our lips started to move in sync. He made me happy and now I was ecstatic at his presence.
We released each other and I smiled happily at him as he wiped my tears away. "Me too."
"So how have you been?" He asked me as he played with my hair. I smiled, I was glad that he cared about me. That he felt the need to ask if I was okay, It made feel ecstatic all over again.
"I've never been more happier!" I cried as we hugged quickly before letting go, "Come in, come in! We have a lot to catch up on!"
I smiled, I would have to tell Ethan and Tessa later that Sam was back. My sunshine's coming back!
