Today will be different. I know it will be.
It has to be.
Today I will wake up, today I will pretend like nothing has happened. Because in 99% of the worlds population's minds, nothing has actually happened.
I've experienced things. Things most of the human race probably has. You probably have too. I've experienced loss, near death situations.. But today, I will not tell anyone that I had just got out of the best relationship of my life. It went well for around 3 years, but it took a sudden turn. My husband, or should I say ex husband, died in a car crash 2 weeks ago.
I'm still in a mourning phase, but I've learned to cope with the feeling. I feel as if everyone around me dies. Everyone.
And there's no stopping it.
It's like everyone who meets me suddenly gets some kind of virus, and everything is good at first. Then, they suddenly just... die off.
Everything gets put into perspective when you've lost all you've ever cared about. I could never find another person out there for me. Someone that I loved. Or so I thought.
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RomanceBased on the tragedy of 9/11, Grace feels as if everyone around her dies. She feels lonely in this world, until Riley comes into the picture. Everything is finally taking a right turn in her life- until the shocking tragedy changes everything for...
