I'm not okay promise

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I'm not okay
I tell you that you need me
I tell you that I'm fine
I promised I'm okay
This is bullshit
I tell my self I'm okay
I'm lying to myself
I put on a smile
Genuine or false?
You can chose for me
I just want you to know
I'm not okay
No matter what I say
I'm not okay
I'm just a lying son of a bitch
I'm not okay
Pain curses through my veins
Agony filled screams fill the air
The ones I thought i loved really don't give a fuck
I'm not okay
I promise
Im not okay
It Dosent matter how you say it
K
OK
Okay
Fine
I'm just doing so fucking great
I can't take this anymore
Standing here alone
Drunk as I can be
Higher then hell
Yet still I can say
I'm totally okay
Sure
I promise you
I'm not okay
No matter what I say
I'm not okay
I say I don't give a fuck
I really really do
So before I go all I need to say
Is that I promise
I'M NOT OKAY

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