You & I

Chapter 5

*Louis' POV*

Damn it. I just could not get rid of my little problem, or big problem. I chuckle at my thought and flush the toilet so they could think I used the bathroom. Their soap smells so sweet, reminds me of tropical fruit, I bet Lola picked it out. The door creeks when I exit the bathroom and I make my way towards their dining room. When I get there, they are waiting for me so we could eat. Sal is at the head of the table an Lola is on the left side of the table with Leo sitting next to her. I take my seat on the right side of the table and across from Lola. She looks at me with flushed cheeks making it obvious to her brother that something is up. I glance at Sal while he nods me a "hello" and I nod back. I've never felt so awkward around them before and when it decides to become awkward it hits like a train. Sal is the first to grab his food and then Lola and Leo. I make sure to get enough food to at least get rid of my hunger.

"Why aren't you talking Louis? You are usually the loudest one in the house when you visit." Sal asks me breaking the silence.

"I don't know, I guess I am a bit tired from the carnival a packing with L-Lola." My voice stutters her name. This is bad, he will definitely suspect something now.

"Oh, well you know if it gets too late you can always crash at our house. You're always welcome here. Especially since Lola is your best friend if I'm not mistaken." He says. Of course, that's all Lola and I will ever be, 'best friends'. I thought this was just a little crush damn it.

I swallow my food before speaking. "Thank you Sal, but probably after dinner I'll hang out a little bit and leave. I have to go to my dorm and get some sleep so I can pack tomorrow."

"You sure?" He asks. Its like he wants me around his sister.

"I'm positive"

"Okay, whatever you say. Anyway, I'm going to go to my room. I have stuff to do and I will probably not come out for the rest of the night." Sal says getting up and picking up his plate. He walks over to the kitchen and you can hear him drop his plate in the sink. Sal comes back into the dining room and points at Leo. "Do not drop the dishes this time okay?" Leo just nods and gets up to get our plates. Sal walks over to Lola and kisses her on the top of her head mumbling a "goodnight". Then he disappears upstairs, his feet making noise on the steps every time he steps.

*Lola's POV*

I get up from my seat and motion Louis to come next to me. We really need to break this awkward moment between us. It really wont get our friendship anywhere.

"Yeah?" Louis whispers to me.

"Please don't let what happened earlier affect us." I whisper back.

"I wont, I wont, lets go up to your room make sure you have everything you need." He tells me. I wonder why he's acting so weird. Louis never acted like this before.

"Yeah, I guess you are right, we should."

"I'm always right" He smirks.

"No you're not." I tell him while making my way to my room. Louis is right behind me, that pervert. when we make it up there he closes the door.

"Okay, whatever you say Lola." He takes a seat on my bed and I sit next to him. We start having deep conversations about everything. I always loved Louis, he was always there for me. If I got heart broken by one of my ex boyfriends, he would be there to comfort me. I would do the same for him when he went through a bad break up. It was just a natural reaction I guess. But lately, he had been acting very weird. I think he might like me. I never thought about him liking me until three weeks ago. I mean, he is nice and all but I can't see myself with him. It just would not work out. Hopefully its just a small crush or I'm just reading the signals wrong.

I snap back to reality when I notice Louis leaning his head closer to mine. Oh my God, is he actually going to try and kiss me. I have no idea what to do. If I kiss him back he will get the wrong signal from me and if I pull back then it'll just get awkward again. Actually both ways are very awkward. Before I can even decide his lips come in contact with mine. Oh my, I was really not expecting this. His lips are actually very soft and full like. I decide to kiss him back. He starts getting so deep into the kiss that I eventually stop with the war going on in my mind. I should stop, what if it gets too far? I start asking myself. Oh no, he's laying me down. Without even breaking the kiss he is hovering over me. This is better then I expected. What I'm I even thinking about? That's right, I'm not thinking.

He has his right hand still cupping my cheek and his left hand is rubbing my thigh up an down. I naturally wrap my arms around his neck and start pulling on the root of his hair. Once I started pulling on his hair roots, he started kissing me harder. Showing me he has been waiting for this a while. He moves his left hand up from my thigh and is about to put his hand into the inside of my shirt. This is really happening.

I really hope he doesn't take it to where I think he is trying to take it to. Because I will feel way too guilty to even stop him.