The car ride consists of silence , not once did derek try to even speak , I look over at him and saw him smirking , I knew he was thinking of something terrible for me running away, isn't losing my mother anough of a fucking punishment!
We pull up to the house , derek gets out the car and walks around to my side , he unlocks the hand cuff and grabs me by my hair as I'm screaming in pain for him to let go " oww derek please let go!!!" I squeak he laughs and pulls me up to his room and pushs me against the wall and starts to suck on my neck.
-after sex (rape)-
I held onto the pillow tight as Derek wrapped his arms around me and soon feel asleep , I laid there felling helpless , know one is coming to save me , I'm going to be forced to get married or move away with him!
Tears run down my face as I feel derek turn me around to face him "it's wasn't that bad babe" he says whipe my tears away with his thump , i just look down at my hands that are shaking
"I'm sorry okay alex , I'm sorry I did that!" He whispers in my ear
"Derek what do you not get , I don't want to be with you , I don't love you , I hate you derek , I hate you , you took me away from my mother , my brother and now my brother has know one okay.. You killed her and I can never forgive you for that derek ever!" I yell
