-skip to Monday the following week-
California girls by taylor caniff start to play , I get out of my bed and turn my music up loud and then walk into my closet and pull out a pair of ripped light blue washed skinny jeans with a black crop top that says "bitch I need food" on it and some black and blue Nike airs.
I then walk into my bathroom and aply my make up , then did my hair and teeth, I walked out the bathroom and walked down stairs as I grabbed my little brother daniel and we walked out to the car , I got in my car set and started to drive to school.
We pulled up to school to see most of see a big group of people surrounding something and yelling "fight , fight , fight" I got out of the car and told Daniel too get out and go to his class , I ran to the crowed of people and saw derek and nash (nash Grier) getting into a fight.
"Stop , stop" I yell thing to seperate them , nash starts to laugh "I guess u need ur girlfriends to stop you huh?! " "shut the fuck up nash" I hiss , he smirks and slaps my butt "feisty....I like it" he bits his lip " I'm gonna beet ur ass nash!" Derek yells , I quickly stop him "Derek stop please!" I yell , he sighs in defete and nodes , I pull him away from the crowd and pull him into the bathrooms to clean his face , he sits on the sink as a grab out some whipes and start to clean up the blood around his nose.
I look up at Derek and see him already staring at me , I smile lightly as I look away , he places his index finger under my chine lifting his face to face him "don't hid ur blushing baby it's cute" he smiles as he slowly leans in and connects our lips.
His lips where so soft , he cups his hands around my face pulling my closer and deepening the kiss and pulls me closer to him , I move my arms on his sides then I finally relise what I'm doing...I'm falling for derek!
No I can't , I won't let myself fall for anyone ever!, I pull away and run out the bathroom , I hear derek calling my name but it ignore him and run to my car , put my stuff in the back and get in the drivers set and drive home.
I need to stay away from him , I just can't fall for derek...I just don't wanna get hurt agian, I mean derek is so sweet and everything but what if that is an act , what if he just wants me for sex!
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I looked at the time and it was already 3:00 and I had to go pick up daniel , I walk to my mirror and looked in the mirror , I have make up running down my face from crying and my eyes where big and puffy and red.
I wipe away my make up and then grab my keys and get in my car
I pull up to school and wait in line as my brother is chatting with his friends , I honk the horn but he just rolls his eyes and flips me off..."ok fine stay here then", I start up the car and drive back home, as I pull into the drive way I see a big black jeep outside the house.
I park my car and and get out then see derek sitting in his car on his phone , I run to the door and put the keys in and start to unlock the door before derek can see me but I feel a pair of arms on my shoulds.
"Please dont push me away Alex!" He says as tears are running down my face , he turns me around to face him and sees my tears run industry win my face , he wipes them away with his thumb and pulls me into his arms.
"I just don't want to be hurt anymore derek" I sob into his arms
