~~*Y/N Diary*~~
1 Week Since Disappearance
Why? Maybe they went because of me. I'm a monster. I locked myself in my room. I kept on crying. Everyone is evacuating out of the village. I'm the only one left. I understand they don't want a monster to be the lord. If I was there then I would of , I could of helped. I could of went instead of them. Nobody cares about me anyway. It's going to take forever to clean this village and rebuild it. Bandits burned houses to ashes and raided this whole thing. I put the barrier down because nobody is here. It doesn't really matter. {They basically made it look like the season 2 village.} I chopped down most of the over grown trees. The bandits used bonemeal. It's their way of terrorizing i guess. I killed all of the bandits already and put up the force field again. So no-one can disturb me while I'm chopping down wood. It's okay though. I gathered all of the wood I chopped down so I can make houses. I'm making blue prints right now. It's hard but worth it. I have my emotions now. That doesn't help but It's okay.
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1 Month Since Disappearance
Wow, I can't believe its already been one month. I've been building houses for the village. Though nobody comes here I made a promise to my lil' sis. One that I can't break even if i wanted to. I miss her so much. I've made Statues of them when I had time. There out of their favorite colors. It's apart of the Irene fountain to. It took 2 weeks to make all of them but it was worth it. I also rebuild all the stands. This village isn't going to keep in shape itself. I miss all of them even though they sometimes annoyed me. I'm working on a spell or something that can open Moms portal even if I means sacrificing myself. Ill do it for them...
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8 Months Since Disappearance
Ive been hard at work with the village nobody's here with me. I'm used to the silence now . Sometimes I want to curl up and cry. But I'm stronger than that. I barely get any sleep anymore. If I do all I see are Nightmares. Nightmares of everything. What if they left because I didn't have emotions? No. No Y/N stay positive that's what Aph would of wanted me to do. Sometimes I get stabbed or shot in my pocket dimension by someone.That means I get hurt in real life. I still have scars from it none of them are fading away. Just like someones Disappearance. I remodeled Aph's house now its way bigger than it was when she was here. I know how to control my forms completely now. Irene form, Fallen Form , Fallen angel form, Risen Devil form, And many more. I could summon my weapons now without getting exhausted. I can Requip now with armor too. I talk to my Mom and Dad sometimes. Mostly my Mom.
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10 Years Since Disappearance
I'm finally not alone with silence. Dante , Kawaii~Chan, Zoey, Levin, and Malachi are back. I gave them my best houses that fit them. Dante and Kawaii~Chan have a daughter. I call her Neko~tan. She's now 5 years old. Levin and Malachi are old enough to be lord. Levin is unsure about it but he said he would think about it . I forgot how my voice sounded with no-one to talk to. I told them about everything. I'm just happy that I'm not alone now. Wow, 10 years alone. I think I've figured out how to get them out of Moms dimension. I asked Zoey what can I sacrifice. She said when you figure out how to do the spell then I'll sacrifice my immortality. I already know how to do the spell but I need to show her how to do it. It took me 5 years to perfect it . But while that happened Dante is now a guard! I have a guard buddy!
