Louis, Love

Chapter 5- Another Date

Chapter 5:  Jamie's POV:

"What the-" I was cut off by Louis slapping his hand over my mouth.

He put a finger by his mouth signaling me to be quiet.

'Leave them alone'  he typed on his phone.

Spencer and Jack were making out and then they just collapsed onto the bed. They instantly fell asleep.

We walked out of the room and into his.

"So, what's up, we going out or something?" I ask.

"Sure. Where to?" he asks as we walk out of the apartment building and climb into the car.

"Ummm. How about we just go to a simple little diner?" I ask.

"Sure." he says and I kiss him on the cheek.

"I should agree with you more often."

"When do you ever disagree?" I ask pondering the question I asked.

"I don't know." he smiles and we sit in silence.

Now, I know you think I'm going to say it wasn't an awkward silence, that it was just peaceful.

But I'm not. It wasn't peaceful. Not when Louis randomly turned on screamo music.

"You listen to this?" I ask.

"No, but I know you do."

"Stalker."

"Hey!" he yells as he pulls into the parking lot of the diner.

"Love you, Louis." I say and climb out.

"Sure." he laughs.

I pout. "What's that supposed to mean?" 

"Nothing, love."

We walk into the diner and saw them, Eleanor and Max.

"Well, well, well." Max says and I smirk.

"Came back for more, huh?" I ask.

"Yea. But first," he starts. But he cuts himself off by kissing me on the cheek.

"I had to say hello."

"Eleanor?" Louis asks.

"Yes?" she frowns.

"TAKE ME BACK ELLYBEAN!!!! I'M MISERABLE!! MY LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT YOU IN IT! I NEED YOU!!!!" he yells and I feel my heart break. I thought he loved me. I thought he cared.

But who cares what I think?

I take the keys from his hand, smack him across the face and stomp outside.

I put the keys in the ignition, lock the car doors and drive off. 

After about an hour of driving to the airport, I find a rest stop. I park the car and put my head in my hands and lean against the steering wheel. What the heck is wrong with you?  I ask myself. I grab the knife under the passenger seat. Thank the Lord we took my car today. I start cutting at my wrist.

"I know why he hates me and loves her." I say to myself.

Slash, slash, slash. They'll check there, my mind says. 

But I don't think until after another slash. 

I lift up my shirt until just my stomach is showing and slash.

I hear my phone go off.

"I'M A BARBIE GIRL IN A BARBIE WORLD! LIFE IN PLASTIC, IT'S FANTASTIC! YOU CAN-" It's cut off by me answering.

"Louis." I sob.

"Jamie, love? Where are you?"

"I'm headed to Los Angeles, Louis." I say, still crying. I look down at my wrist. I'm a stupid idiot.

He does care.

"Okay. Bye."

"WAIT! Louis, you don't even care?" I ask.

"No, Eleanor took me back. I'm fine without you now."  he says.

"Louis," I say. "I hate you more than anything."

I end the call and continue to cry.

I woke up with a start.

I scream and yell,"LOUIS!!!!!!!"

All the boys and Spencer run in, 'weapons' at the ready.

Niall brought toothpaste, Liam a spatula, Harry a bottle of Advil, Zayn a poster of him, Louis a knife, and Jack, a pillow.

Spencer carried in a gun.

"Where did you get a gun?" I ask, laughing at the other stuff.

"You don't want to know." she giggles.

"I'm mad at you guys except for Louis and, well, Spencer, of course." I say, pouting.

"Why'd you scream, love?" Niall asks.

Out of the corner of my eye, I see Eleanor walk in and kiss Louis' cheek.

I look down at my wrists. They've been wrapped in bandages. I unwrap the bandage and see all the scars.

"It really did happen, didn't it?" I ask.

"What, love?" Niall asks.

"Louis, Eleanor, Max, right? So, can you tell me what exactly happened?" I ask.

"Well, you got mad at Louis and when you came back here a month ago, from your trip to Spain, you kissed me. You knew that I liked you and when you admitted you've had feelings for me, for awhile, I asked you out. You agreed to go out and we went on a couple dates. Then yesterday, I asked you to be my girlfriend, and you said yes." NIall explains, and I freak out, and I threw a pillow at Louis and Eleanor, now making out in the corner.

Eleanor started to undress herself.

"NOPE!!!!!" I yell and run over and kick her.

"Hey!!" she yells.

"Do you have enough common sense to not kick my pregnant wife? Please?" he asks, and my eyes get teary. 

"Get out. " I say. "This is my apartment, get out. Everyone leave my room, but Louis and Eleanor, leave the building. I'm done."

Everyone starts to walk out, but I go and grab Spencer's arm.

'Stay' my eyes plead when she looks at me. She nods and sits on the edge of my bed.

"So, do you remember anything?" she asks.

"Just him dumping me for her again and again. I dream it every single night." I say and start crying. 

"I loved him." I say.

"Correction," Spencer says. "You love him."