brain - w.i.d.o.x.

invisible.

so i saw him at the mall with his girlfriend, of course. i didn't wanna go, but i was forced cause my brother wanted new shoes.

as i was walking into hot topic, from a distance, i saw him and his beautiful, beloved girlfriend. i stared a little, getting a glimpse of how he looked. he looked happy, but something felt off. his eyes, the showed... brokenness.

yeah, i can tell. he doesn't have that little spark in his eyes anymore, he's not holding on to her hand tightly. i'm one to notice every little thing, just never say anything. i can see through people. i know, feel, and see their thoughts, feelings, and emotions.

they were walking this direction, actually. which made my stomach drop. i rushed in the store, and once they came in, i pretended like i didn't see them. as badly as i wanted to talk to him, i couldn't.

i walked to the piles of black shirts, looking through them. just as i looked up, he did too. and there we were, our eyes locked with each other's. time froze, people froze, everything froze. it was just me and him, him and me. for a second, i wanted to smile. but i couldn't.

just as i was about to wave, he turns around and follows his beloved, perfect girlfriend.

it was like he didn't even see me, like i wasn't there. like he saw through me. he definitely forgot about me.

might as well change my name to Caspar, since i'm that invisible.

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- w.i.d.o.x.