it almost kills me how happy he is with her. i mean, yeah, I should be happy for him. but, it's just so hard to see his hand holding someone else's that isn't mine, smiling because of someone that isn't me, simply being with someone that isn't me.
i know i sound stuck up or rude, but i just wish it was me and not her. i wish he didn't nearly cheat on me, i wish i was still with him. in his arms, in his embrace, in his heart.
i cringe every time i see them together in a picture or in person. i can't stand seeing her with him. i love him so much, it hurts.
she's just- i don't even know how to put into words how much better she is than me. it's really obvious she's better than me. after all, he choose her, of course.
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