2nd, Severely. [ Winner's Kang Seungyoon fanfic ] [COMPLETED]

Twelveth Chapter: Severely.

The next day is a funeral day for both Nahyun and Mino.

Mino corpse were taken away by his family at Busan while Nahyun corpse were set to bury at Seoul Cemetery. Everyone were there, Nahyun's family, friends and also their newborn daughter. Every close friend of Nahyun gave their last speech to Nahyun and now its Seungyoon time to read his eulogy. He kissed his daughter forehead before walked to front to give the speech.

"She is my bestfriend, girlfriend, wife and also mother to my child. I met her when I was in my down and now she left me with something I can't imagine having it one day. I still remember there is one day, she talks way to much. She talks about how her painting is ruined by her accidently sneezed on it, about decorating the house for Haloween and also about adopting a catfish."

Eveyrone laugh and also Seungyoon.

"Yes, that's also what i'm thinking. She is weird." continue Seungyoon.

"At that moment I was so stressful and also tired. That day had been the stressful day of my life because few of my workers decided to stop working with me, my company had a little bit of money issues and other things. But when I came home and listening to her speaking about her weird thought, I felt more pressure but I kept that cool. As she kept on talking about adopting a catfish, I told myself "what if I never hear she talking like this anymore? What if she stop talking like the way she is right now?" At that moment she stops. She ask me whether i'm alright or not. As soon she asked me that, I felt relief. I felt like I never had a problem before."

Seungyoon starts to tear up.

"Dear Nahyun, i'm so sorry if i've had done things that hurts you. I don't know if you know about this but I do miss you every moment we created together. I want you to rest in peace. You don't have to wait for me to come back from work anymore. You don't have to cook for me anymore. You don't have to worried if i've had eaten or not. Just rest in peace. You don't have to get worried about our daughter anymore. I will take care of her by myself. I swear. I love you and I always will."

Seungyoon ended his speech. He walked back to his sit and the funeral go on.

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After 2 days of Nahyun's funeral, Seungyoon still crying over Nahyun.

Seungyoon doesn't take care of Nayeon really well. Everytime Nayeon is crying, he always gave her just a bottle of milk. Not even comforting her. One day, someone knock on their door. Seungyoon ignore it.

"Hello? Is there anyone home? Seungyoon?"

He still ignore.

"Its me... Taerin." said Taerin.

Seungyoon got up to open up the door as he heard the name 'Taerin'. He opened up the door revealing Taerin with her black dress.

"How are you?" ask Taerin.

"How did you know I lived here?"

"I went to your company for your agreement and your personal assistant told me that you hasn't come to work in 2 days. So I asked her if she could send me your address and here I am." said Taerin.

"Come in.' said Seungyoon.

"Thank you."

"Seungyoon,  I heard about your wife. I'm sorry I couldn't be there at her funeral."

"It's okay, its already passed."

"By the way, where is your child? I also heard that you had a daughter."

"She's upstairs. Come here."

Taerin nodded to him and follow him up to the stairs. Seungyoon led her to Nayeon's room and its all messy.

"Oh my god, this room is messy. Let me help you clean it all up" whisper Taerin because Nayeon is asleep.

"Oh no. You don't have to, you are my guest. I'll clean it myself later." he said as he tried to take the toys that Taerin were holding."

"Its okay Seungyoon. Just take this as a gift for your daughter."

Seungyoon stop and let her clean the room silently.

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Its been two month since Nahyun death. Seungyoon already moved on and he took care of Nayeon together with Taerin. Everyday after work, Taerin would stop by their house and help Seungyoon take care of Nayeon. Taerin also take care of Nayeon when Seungyoon had to fly over other countries for work.

One day, Taerin came to their house a little bit late than usual.

"Oh, you came a little bit late today."

"I'm sorry. I need to settle down a few things."

"Its okay. Nayeon, Aunt Taerin is back."

Taerin took Nayeon from Seungyoon and do what she usually do with Nayeon. She plays with Nayeon and feed Nayeon. After she done putting Nayeon to sleep. She came down stairs and find Seungyoon.

"Seungyoon? Where are you?" search Tearin.

"Here at the backyard!" shout Seungyoon from the backyard.

"Hey, what are you doing?" ask Taerin.

"You know, clean back here a little bit. Where is she?" ask Seungyoon.

"She just asleep." reply Taerin.

Taerin stood there watching him as he swipe all the leaf and put it all in one place.

"Seungyoon, I have something to tell you."

"What is it?"

"I will continuing my study." said Taerin.

"Good for you then! When will you get started?" 

"In 2 days..."

"Oh. Where?"

"London." reply Taerin.

"WHAT? I mean, what? London?" said Seungyoon in low voice.

"Yes London. I will leave for London tomorrow." said Taerin calmly.

"Oh, good for you. Nayeon will lost her favorite aunt then." said Seungyoon without even looking at Taerin.

"I felt so bad that I need to leave Nayeon. I'm sure i'm gonna miss her so much while I was there."

Seungyoon put the broom aside and come to talk a little bit closer to Taerin.

"Yes, i'm gonna miss you... I mean we gonna miss you." said Seungyoon.

Taerin started to tear up a bit.

"Aw don't cry. Come here." said Seungyoon.

He hugged her and comfort her by slowly stroking her longbob dark brown hair.

"Make sure to miss me." said Taerin while looking up to Seungyoon.

"I will. Argh, why is this so hard. You know that severely feeling when you need to let someone go." said Seungyoon.

"You miss her don't you?" ask Taerin.

Seungyoon nod.

"Yes. I am and I always will. I miss you Nam Nahyun." said Seungyoon to himself.