-You Cant Love A Monster- Rick Grimes X Reader Short Story

-I'd die for you-

Today me and Carl where playing wen all of a sudden the Zombie Group came In the prison not looking happy and I walked up to them "This is bull shit we should have killed them Days ago"one of them said "Try to I fucking dare you"I said with a dangerous voice "Do you really think they care about you? They'd kill you if you let em"Dave said "so would you"I mumbled "What was that"Dave asked "So would you guys.you'd stab me in the back first chance I give you"I said louder "You know that's not true" "oh ple-ase I've heard your talks with the others I'm not stupid"I said as he takes out the only knife that can kill me "Lets play a game if I throw this knife in your direction and you move out of the way we kill them if you don't you die they don't"he said and thew the knife..I didn't move I didn't flinch I didn't do anything...just wait until the knife hit me and it did and I slid back and looked him in the eye "I'd die for these people anyday but I wouldn't waste a breath on you"I say with a smile and feel myself become weaker and I fall backwords on the ground and Carl runs to me crying and so does Rick I frown "Crying doesn't suit you"I say and pull out the knife and drop it on the ground "How can you be so calm" "I've died many times this is a normal thing for me now"I say with a sigh "it's still a pain in the ass tho" "so this is goodbye"Carl says crying still "No it's more of a until next time I'll be alive again and I won't stop until I find you guys...oh and Rick" "Yeah?" "I love you"I say low enough for only him to hear at first he looked shocked then happy/sad (*Shrugs*) "I love you too"He said and kissed me gently and I kissed back and after awhile pulled apart 'I may be dieing but I wouldn't have it any other way'I thought as I blacked out---------------------------------