Mistakes

Chapter 25

I felt sweat on my palms and forehead as I told April what I felt. I couldn't hold it in any longer I just had to say it this girl makes me crazy and I don't want anyone else. I am truly madly deeply in love with April she makes me feel brand new every single day and  was stupid to break it off with her. But that's in the past and shes my future.

Did I really just say that. The boys were right she has me wrapped around her fingers. I would do anything for this girl I'm actually in love Niall James Horan is in love. I smiled at myself and April just had wide eyes and my stomach dropped. I did something wrong. Is it really to soon. God dammit it's to soon good job Niall she's freaked out now. I figured out what I was going to say and I had to face the cold hard truth

" It's how I feel April and you don't have to say it back. I just wanted you to know that I'm with this relationship 110 percent."

I grabbed her hand in mine again and tried to read her face which wasn't hard to do since it's like I can read her mind sometimes and I know dam well she can read mine over half of the time. Were just connected like that. I just love this girl. I always wanted a girl like her. When I saw her face I fell in love I've been waiting for a girl like her

I love April. I love April.

I felt like a school girl writing that over and over in her notebook in class.

" I um- I"

I tired to reassure April again that she didn't have to say it back. I only want to here it when she means what she says. I interrupted her

" Don't say it if you don't mean it please."

" Niall I-"

" No April I won't be upset I'm serious.'

I tried to get her to understand but she wouldn't understand. She was about to open her mouth again and I was to, she just wasn't going to give up.

Once she noticed I was about to interrupt she covered my mouth and giggled her beautiful laugh at me and I got butterflies again.

"Niall just shut up."

" I love you to. I didn't know that I did but I do. i didn't know what my feelings were but now I do Niall James Horan I love you.'

She dropped her hand I just started just as she did when I first told her I loved her. She love me. She fucking loves me. This is the best feeling I ever had in a long time. I knew she ment it because her cheeks flushed immeditately and her eyes glowed brighter than ever.

April laughed and it was probably because of my dimwitted expression but i didn't care she loved me.

Out of excitement and because I missed her lips I kissed her's like I've done may times but this time gently with care and love slow and full of passion. 

Love

 She took my hand and and we stood up but I pulled her closer to me. I don't want to leave her side. With my hands on her hips and her hands on the back of my neck she planted the last kiss like she always does I smiled again, I just had to hear her say it.

" Say it again April."

I kissed her lips once again as I grazed her dark brown eyes with mine.

" I love you."

I kissed below her ear and she said it again then her neck her collarbones and made my way back up again and with each kiss she gently pulled on my hair knowing that I would love it and said I love you again. She is my drug she makes me feel like I'm on cloud 9.

April Nichole fucking Thompson.

We meet eyes once again but she spoke.

" I think we should head back to the party again I don't think your mom would like that were missing out."

She took my hand and we walked back into the house that I missed so much. I loved Dublin so much. I missed my family a lot to. It was only one of the down falls of being in the band not being able to see are family's as much.

When we stepped in side the house it was empty except for the pieces of trash in areas my mom and Greg and Denise were picking them up with black bags in ther hand.

" Yeah the married couple is here, your turn." 

Greg through the bag at me and grabbed Denise's hand and ran up stairs. Poor girl she has to deal with the crazy mofo.

" Don't worry Maura Niall and I will clean the house, you should go to bed.'

I turned to April who was picking up the pieces of trash and my mom kissed her cheek and then mine.

" Thank you so much you guys."

Once my mom walked up stairs I groaned and started cleaning up all the mess.

" I hope there's still cake left."

April laughed and then answered me. 

" Yup there's a lot actually.."

She shook her head and put the last piece of trash in her full trash bag. How did she finish so quickly. 

" Put this in the dumpster yeah?"

she handed me her humongous bag and walked to the back to dispose the trash. I walked along the pavement the sky even darker. It even started to snow and you can still smell all the food my mom cooked and I was beyond disappointed that I missed out. 

' Hey Niall, is April with you!!"

" What are you gonna do for Christmas Niall!!"

" Your famous why are you taking out the trash."

" Niall are you cheating on April with Holly!!"

I groaned as I put the bag in the bin and quickly walked back into the house and away form the flashing cameras and the questions. It was to good to be true. The paps are everywhere. That scene was nothing compared to the US though there were usually more and they would get way to close.

After I washed my hands I joined April on the couch a big bowel of ice cream and cake was on her lap with a cover wrapped around her body.

" What took you so long babe."

" Just the paps."

She sighed as well. If the paps ever got to close to April or even said anything bad about her I would explode.

I joined her on the couch wrapping the sheet around me to as we watched the television.

" Ice cream?"

I nodded and opened my mouth so she can fed it to me. She giggled and I had butterflies again as we took turns feeding each other.

I love April so much.