Mistakes

Chapter 29

new years has passed and its finally the middle of January. April constantly thinks of her new friend she made in Ireland and everything that happened. Even if she promised she still couldn't deny her thoughts of what might happen if Niall and April were no long one. What if everything just ended it all just like that at the snap of her fingers. Whats they both move on successfully or would they go through the awful stages of breaking up. But one question definatly keept popping up. Why was she having these thoughts. Was she happy with Niall? Did she want more or less? Why isn't she happy. Only she will find out hopefully soon because she doesn't think she can take this any longer.

I grabbed my coat off the hook and head towards the car outside. Today I was going to the coffe shop then on my way to Uni. Happy to go back actually. I will be even happier when this whole thing is over. Not that I don't like school it just has its moments were I want to pull my hair out my head and scream. So loud that you can hear me from a country over.

"April!"

I turn around to see the boy that I thought I would never see again. He moved and we stopped talking a few days before that. My first true love.

"Mathew?"

We walked over to each other and embraced into a hug and tight one at that and the warm filling filled up in me again.

"How have you been, I haven't seen you since High School."

Okay Okay we were High School lovers everyone thought we would last and I did to but we couldn't because of the moving incadent. I was heartbroken of course. The only guy that I actually liked I dated and then fell in love with left for years and just now came back. I'm surprised. Emabrassed. I remember all the angery voice mails I left all the annoying text I sent everything of his that he left I broke or through away.

'Ive been doing great, what about you I thought you left."

His grin that I learned to love came back onto his face and I wanted to hug him again mainly because I just missed his embrace

" We did leave for my fathers job it was here. . How Ironic is it to see you here...looking better than ever."

I couldn't help but laugh he was always the charmer had the right thing to say at the right time never taking back a single word.

" You don't look to bad yourself you know. It is ironic to see you here I'm just so surprised."

I didn't know what to say I'm freaking out when I probably shouldn't be It was years ago that we were together it shouldn't matter now many because we both probably moved on and I was with Niall and I liked him.

" Do you want to grab some coffe, I know how much you love it."

Oh crap! School, I totally forgot.

" I really cant I have to go actually."

Sadness filled his face and it remeded me of someone..

'We can meet up or something on your break. You know what maybe I can stop by."

I smiled at him and started to walk to my car he started to follow because I can hear his shoes slapping the concrete he always was heavy footed.

" I would love that actually. Heres my number just text me and I'll call you at my break."

I wrote down my number from a piece apaper I found in my bag and unlocked the car.

" I really have to go bye"

Dizzy, I'm starting to feel really dizzy

I arrived at the school grounds exactly 20 minutes and 25 seconds later. I'm nervous way to nervous than I should be. I have to constantly remind myself that this isn't a date where just hanging out, nothing more. He has a girlfriend right?

"something on your mind?"

I turned to Sophia and noticed I was tapping my pencil and my foot apparently loudly because everyone kept looking back at me. Sweaty palms in all.

" I just saw someone. And not who you think?

Her scared worried face dropped and was now just filled with confusion.

" Matthew"

One word and she already knew everything how damaged I was how destructed how wrecked. I was broken like never before. She was there when I was sad when I didn't now what to do. He was like my best friend and he just up and left. Out of no where and it was like a part of me was gone. I didn't know what to do anymore, who I was.

Before you just roll our eyes you just don't understand. I loved this boy and for him to leave me with out any explanation made me question everything.

The bell rang and if like magic so did my phone an unknown number came upend I knew exactly who it was. I just stared until Sophia grabbed my phone and pressed it against me ear.