Lost Love

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hey this is my first story of fan fiction. so just bare with me. love you xoxo also it might get crazy or weird. sorry...

CHAPTER UNO

Ana Prov~

Liam Payne was one of my best friend in high school. We pretty much grew up together and i didn't think he ever leave me, but sadly enough i was wrong very wrong. *Flash Back* "Liam why didn't you tell me you were leaving you fucking asshole." *tears come down* "Ana just fucking stop, I'm leaving if you like it or not, i can't stay here with you forever so just deal with it" * slams door* " well at least say good bye....." *Flash Back End* that still haunts me til this day. I question if I was too hard on him for leaving to be in One Direction? or was it just crashing down to the truth and also because it was the heat of the moment? i'll never know, he said he will never come back and he said he wouldn't stay.... I wish i could forget that memory. What bothers me the most is that he never said goodbye or anything. which hurt so fucking much. I never been so depressed in my life. after all that happen it went down hill, i don't think it will get better i seriously doubt that...all i do is cry cause really deep down i was in love with Liam. Nothing changed for my feelings after that fight. Which ending me to started cutting which wasn't my plan but it happened and i don't regret it at all....

Liam Prov~

It has been 3 years since i last saw Ana....*Flash Back* "Liam why didn't you tell me you were leaving you fucking asshole." ana starts to cry "Ana just fucking stop, I'm leaving if you like it or not, I can't stay here with you forever so just deal with it" *slams door* "what the hell did I just do....." *Flash Back End" I regret leaving her and i wish i never said that but I was just so mad at the moment. She wasn't happy for me, which hurt. The way she said that it just pushed me to the limit where i said that..I always wanted to call or text her but I couldn't bare with how she would answer or just hearing her voice would hurt me from what i did to her. Being on tour has kept my mind away from Ana but at night she is all i think about. My mates always say "forget her. You are The Liam Payne you don't need her. You can get anyone you want" but deep down I loved her and nobody would take her place. I just hope the guys won't ruin my chance i MIGHT have with her.. *knocking & door opens* "hey Liam we gotta go for the meet and greet" "ok Niall I'm coming" I should check twitter.

Ana Prov~

Since It's summer and I have nothing to do i guess i'll go on twitter. I don't have anything else to do. *opens twitter* *scolls down, notice something* wow just what i want to see on my timeline, but that is my fault....i should unfollow him, but something is keeping me from unfollowing him. Hell he is my best friend still. i mean i think he is, even if we had that fight i still call him my best friend. I know "why would you keep following this dick who was so mean and not understanding YOUR feelings" sad to say i just can't forget him or just block him out of my life. That just can't happen. I guess it's been long enough from not talking, i guess i can follow back. I mean what could possibly happen?

Liam Prov~

Riding with the guys to the interview is always something interesting. Louis and Harry sit with each other since they are a thing. Zayn usally by himself, either talking to Perrie or us. Niall he is eating most of the time we get together, but when doesn't he. What a weirdo. I well i usally just look out the window or talk to Niall but I'm not feeling it today. I guess I can check twitter. *opens & scolls* lets see who followed me. *chuckles* every girl possible. ah wow nothing different but a lot of people love me. ah I love all them so much. wait...is that? *clicks profile* no way..Ana?

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