Insomnia

Loving You

Because in a space full of infinite possibility and impossibility, the risk is just a drop in the ocean.

And in a space so vast beyond our imagination, my heart is only too small.

And because in that fullness of dimensons, ours is just one in a million.

And you have to understand that, because the beat of our hearts would be unheard to the other end.

That's why I had to make the sound of yours my lullaby.

That's why I had to make our turn of events the only one existing.

That's why our two hearts had to become one.

That's why making a choice was the biggest challenge I had to face.

That's why I had to make us important.

To make us one. To make us the centre of that infinite universe. To have your heart beating against mine and in a fight so intense that noone would win we'd both explode and finally be everything.

That's why I needed to love you with all of my heart, all of my being, with every last piece of my soul until my insignificant body fell full into the void of nothingness I was already familiar with, in a frenzy of emotions that no words could ever suffice to describe and in a purity that had never touched that body before and I knew, it was tranquil and it was peacefull. And I was purified. That's why I needed to love you.

And that's why I had to love you.