Why do I feel as if I don't belong here?
The answer is always way to near.
Is it all wrong
or is it all gone?
I don't seem to care,
Cause I can't get anywhere.
All the time I keep saying.
I guess everyone seems to be playing.
Every word I said was a lie,
So that's must be why I feel like I wanna die.
Is everyone so blind,
Or am I to kind?
All my smiles and laughs,
Are all like the full staff.
A big pain full of torture,
That will make my life some fortune,
If I don't give up,
I might need some backup.
There is nothing worse when it comes to me,
Feeling like you aren't free.
Then why do I keep hiding?
It's like my fight is fighting.
Keep holding back all my thoughts,
But I still cannot connect the dots.
Life is cruel sometimes sad,
But that's what always makes me mad.
Say I'm perfect, it won't do good.
Cause all I really need is food.
Death is calling on the phone,
But I'm ganna pretend that I'm not home.
My mind is blank cause I don't want to think.
What everyone will do or better yet link.
The feeling I have cannot be said,
Because it feels way to dead.
The longer I wait,
The more I am fake.
The more I smile and laugh,
The more I feel like I've crashed.
The story goes on,
But I will just yawn.
Thinking that the next day,
Might be better or okay.
