A Lost Girl In A Lonely World

I've been wondering for days on how I got here. I honestly can't remember what happened... I don't even know why I am here. For two whole months, I have been going crazy trying to figure out why I'm in this position. Why the valley gets so dark at nights, why the rivers run dry as the daylights ... All this has me going crazing, crazy I tell you. And after insanely working my brain... I came up with one answer...... There's an evil spirit, who has captured my life.

My Regret

" Guidance along my journey, options along my path. Though at times I'll worry, your love shall thrill my heart" These words had always been with me from I was a child growing. My parents were always praying those words over me, but I never knew what and how much they meant to my life... I regret that night I walked out on my parents, I regret it so badly that every night I cry... I believe that if I was still in their presence, those words would still be over my life. I never should have listen to that stupid voice, that kept telling me that I am to leave. and because I listen to those words, I am now in so much grieve. My mom was right and I knew it, when she refused me to attend that party, " but mom, I have been in this house for twenty-one years! I have served you for as long as I can remember....why are acting so mean!! Do you know what you are causing people to say out there?? Do you!!?... Mom I can and will no longer be seen as the girl who doesn't have a voice! Starting now!......... And I am going to walk through that door right now... Daddy can't stop me, and neither can you!"As I took one step towards the front door... my mom screamed my name..."Mirrekaaaaaa!!!!......pleeeeeeeeease...... don't goooooo... you don't know what's out therrrre......" I can also remember my father running towards me while I was running towards the door. I kept running until he couldn't see me anymore.......My mom was also right when she said that I knew not what was out there... but I decided that no matter what happens, I was going to be apart of that party. And as I finally arrived and entered through the gate, both my hands were held captive, and I was taken away.

My Repent

"When the valley is too deep and the mountains are too high, close your eyes and KEEP PRAYING. When the hills are too steep and the river had run dry, close your eyes and KEEP PRAYING.....", close your eyeees...... Oh God...... I'm sorry..... I'm sorry, I'm sooooorrry.... I'm scared.... Please take me back hooooome.... forgive me.....pleeease....... I will stay... I will staaaay......

The Mysterious Voice

While I was quietly on my way to the night river, that I have been doing for the two months to quench my thirst, I suddenly heard a fading voice through the woods. "Mirreka, how are you?" I didn't know what to say and I took no time to think about it, but to run towards a tree to get out of plain sight. "Mirreka are you hiding?... From who?" I said nothing for I was terribly troubled."Mirreka I am truly sorry that you are sooo doomed. In fact, you are already doomed. Hahahaha! It would truly kill me watching your smooth and soft skin burn in my kingdom! Hahahaha!!" As I heard that, I immediately had a flash back of when I was at the gate of the Party....... I began to cry again. The voice fade away and the daylight was out. And so my life continues in this sarrow of grieve and pain.

To be continued .... Thank you for reading ☺