Marvel Trash

Rant #1

Get comfy, this is a long one.

So first off, at the minute I have no inspiration to write anything. I've got ideas written down in my drafts for my books:

And in my Avengers book and my Sebastian book, a lot of those haven't been written. I probably haven't even opened them since creating them. But when I do write and read it over again, I feel like they're awful. And I know you'll say 'they're amazing!' 'I love them' 'don't beat yourself' because you're lovely, amazing people, but hear me out,

I read people's stuff like Imaginemarvel and bluurryyfaacee_9  and WrongAdviser and BeautifulBlues and Yavanna80 and RRaeynBarton and _Destiel_Winchester_ and Imagine_Hatters and anInklingwell and avadatothekedavra and boobcanan-barnes and MaximoffUniverse and MaximoffBarnes and many others, and I think 'wow, that's amazing. I wish I could write like that' but I can't and I don't. When they write, they portray the characters feelings and personalities amazingly. They write them in detail and if they're long, they don't drag on. I try hard. I want to make them good for you guys. I want to spend time on them and they're good, unlike now when I spend ages on them and they're bad. I just feel crap about my writing. You guys are amazing, in the sense that you appreciate my work. There's no negativity about it, no one's mean in the comments, you are all just amazing and so positive all the time even if there's something going on in your private life. I appreciate each and every single one of you and I can't believe how many followers I've got lately and reads, votes and comments on all of my books.

There's not enough positive words in the world to say how grateful I am, and there's definitely not enough paper or time to tell you how grateful and appreciative I am of all of you.

I'm gonna stop and not go on anymore else I'll bore you, but all I can say is thank you, for everything 😘💕

-MrsEvanStan 💕