Cash boyxboy (Insanity, or Sane)

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Camerons POV
Listening to the wind flowing around me. And I start to wonder, if water can drown our sorrows and kill us as we take our last breath, how come air doesn't do he same. "Sir, SIR! Are you okay? Help is on the way. Stay with me." Soon I hear the blaring sirens that are coming their way, trying to save another persons life to get paid. These sirens are giving me a headache. Before I realize what is actually happening, I run. They can't find me. I'll be sent back. Without thinking, I run to Nashs house again. You fucking loser. Your such a fucking idiot. Not now, please. Just give me a break.
Nashs POV
As I finishing up my fruity pebbles, I heard hard knocking. Repeatedly. Wth? I go up to the door with a bat just in case. Just as I'm about to take a swing, I spot Cam, with dried blood on his wrist. My face softens and I feel as if I'm about to cry. How could somebody as perfect as him want to harm his flawless body? "Nash, I need help. I want to tell you everything"
"Just come in already. All I care about right now is your physical health. Let me clean that up please"
"Ok, but I'm gonna explain."
Before I say anything else I drag him into my bathroom and run to grab the first aid-kit. I scurry back to the bathroom and see him there sitting on the counter-sink.
"Cam please explain"
Camerons POV
I swallow my saliva and brush my hands against my jeans. It's what I do when I'm nervous. Go ahead, tell him how much of a coward you actually are. How worthless you are.
"stop" I whisper
"Stop what?"
"Nothing, I said I was gonna explain, here it goes. As a child, I've heard these voices in my head. They tell me to do bad things that I can't control. Nobody believed me and thought I was doing it on my own. My dad left before I was born, so it was just me and my sister. They were my world, and all I had. That was until Sierra and I got into an argument I can't even remember. Although, I remember her saying how much she hated me, and would never forgive me. I was really angry, and the voices took over me. All I saw was red, white spots, and all I heard was a ringing Noise mixed with the cries of my sister. Before I could comprehend what was happening I went back into reality and faced the horror in front of me. My sister torn with her blood on my hands, me having a saw in my hand, and the expression on my mothers face. Ever since then I spent my time in an asylum, that was until I met you... I just can't live with myself anymore" By the time I finished tears flowed down my checks to the tip of my chin. Then Nash gently picks my head up and stares deeply into my eyes with his.
"I'm sorry that happened to you, and I believe you. I want to help you. I will help you. Because you are worth everything in this little time that I have spent with you. I will help you get better with my love." And with that, his soft pink lips collide with mines. A passionate kiss is shared among us. His lips fitting onto mines perfectly as if I've been kissing him a lifetime and perfected it. Everything was forgotten. The voices, my sister, my mother. My thoughts were a hurricane, but only about him. The kiss tasting a bit salty because of my tears mixing in with the sweetness of his lips. He slowly pulls away, and stares at me, waiting for a response. Hope then vanished from his eyes, and instead fear took over. But I just grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him towards me, kissing him a bit more rough... His smile against the kiss becoming satisfying
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SO HOPE U LIKE THIS LIL TEASER AND I HOPE U LIKEEEEE!!!! Btw this story would only have like 20 chapters max because it's gonna end quickly. BUT! It's gonna be a good ending 😏