Cash boyxboy (Insanity, or Sane)

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Nash POV
Recap :He finally turns around and my breath hitched. It wasn't only because of his beauty, but because he had a gun pointed at me...
So many thoughts are running in my head right now... Holy shit! What do I fucking do? "Open the register. NOW" he screams at me. I flinch and hurriedly open the register, shaking. Why out of all places would he choose to rob Family Dollar? There are better places with more money. Please god I don't want to die today... Please help me! "Stuff all the money in the bag, and I'll leave" I just shove everything in the bag, tears running down my face. Once I'm done, I just take out my hand and wait for him to take it. For him to take it and just leave. Instead of just leaving, he grabs it. But pulls my face close to his and wipes away my tears. "I'm sorry" he says so soft and gentle. It honestly made me forget that he had a damn gun pointed to my head. After that, he just takes off. Leaving me to wonder who he was. He was so scary, but at that moment that I stared in his eyes, it made me feel so many emotions. So many emotions that I couldn't even comprehend what was happening. He made it seem like I was special. Who is he...

Cameron POV 👏
I pace back and forth before entering the store. The only reason I'm doing this is because I have to. Don't you get it? These people are telling me I have to. I can't see them... But they will hurt me if I don't hurt somebody else... I chose this place because there are rarely any people here. The less people, the better. I walk in, ready to do what I was told. As soon as I was in, I hear  "Sir, I'm sorry but I'm going to have to ask you to please take off your hoodie" I stay quiet, afraid because I'm going to commit a crime. I don't say anything but turn around with the gun in my hand. Oh my god. He's so gorgeous. To his milky, white freckled skin, Captivating blue eyes which turned a shade lighter when he saw what I was holding. "Open the register. NOW" Once he flinched, it hurt me. It hurt me really bad.  "Stuff all the money in the bag, and I'll leave" All these voices are telling me to shoot because he's done. But for some reason, I don't. This is the first time in able to control myself. Tears are streaming down his face, and I can tell he's scared for his life. Scared of me... I go up to him, and he looks backwards just holding the bag out. I grab the bag, but I also turn his face around, forcing his beautiful eyes to look at my dull ones. His face softens once his eyes land on mine. I wipe away his tears and say "I'm sorry" then I leave. I run, run as fast as I can go. My legs are numb, I'm panting trying to catch my breath. Suddenly, I just break down, With my hands on my knees. I feel this hurt in my chest. "Just go. Your not worth it" "he deserved to die. Why didn't you shoot him. You can never do anything right" "SHUT UP!! PLEASE STOP! PLEASE!!" I say as I'm sliding down the wall, slowly still crying. Around that boy, I could control what happened to me. But when I'm not around him, I can't control myself. Please... Help me