Lost.

Chapter two

Isn't it funny how someone can be a total stranger in a day, then all of a sudden they become your life? You start thinking about them constantly - wondering if they're okay, or what they're doing. Even if it's not in your intentions to care about the person you can't help it.

I think of him throughout the whole class period; replaying the word that slipped out of his reddish-pink lips in my head. I snap out of my thoughts as my phone vibrates on my desk, I quickly unlock my phone and check who the message was from. Of course it was from the person I really didn't want to talk to right now. It was my boyfriend, Jared.

I guess I should call him my boyfriend because we do most things that couples do, but instead we're in some sort of bad terms - I've experienced things no girl ever wants to experience for a boy to do, which is basically abuse her physically in a way. I really don't feel any sort of feelings for him, I guess I'm just with him for his "happiness". Where is mine?

I ignore the message and turn my phone back off and get my stuff ready as the bell rings. When I walk out of the class my eyes lay on Josh walking by with his maroon colored hoodie on his head. Like usual. I instantly smile when he turns around and looks at me with a smirk which made my heart race.

I quickly got myself together and pushed myself through the crowded hall filled with the people I despise the most, i go inside my class before I get squished by these tall people. I hate being short.

*30 minutes later*

"Attention teachers, please allow all choir, band, cheerleaders, and dancers report to the gym at this time to perform for the pep rally. Thank you."

I finally got out of that he'll class and go straight to the gym. On my way over there I hear someone call out my name. It was my friend Melanie.

"Oh, hey!" I stop from my tracks so she could catch up. I smile as she stands next to me and pulls me in for a hug.

"So what's up with Josh, he talks about you non - stop are you guys going out or something?" She asks. My eyes pop out because of the question that she had asked me.

"Oh g-g- god no!" I studder and feel my cheeks heating up again. What's up with me and blushing now?

She starts laughing, "Are you sure? Cause I know for a fact you've been texting with him during class, and let's not forget that you all tell each other that you love each other." She winks.

Damn those messages.

I look down to the floor and hope that she stops talking about this. I really don't know what is this "relationship " here, it's confusing me as much as it is to my friends.

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After we sang for the pep rally I made my way to some of the bleachers to sit down with the rest of the girls. As I sat down I feel my phone vibrate two times. I check the messages and I smile instantly as I read Josh's name, and then I see Jared's name. Great. I ignore Jared's message and immediately open Josh's.

Josh: Good job beautiful!! <3

Me: Thank you. (:

I smile to myself and then look up to see the girls dancing; dressed in the most slutiest outfits and horrible make up that make them look like clowns.

Me: DON'T LOOK AT THOSE GIRLS DANCING PLEASE!!!!!! >:(

Josh: TOO LATE!!

Me: ...

-Bye...

Josh: What, no!!

- I was just kidding!

- Please come back.. :(

Me: What do you want?

Josh: Don't leave me.

- Wait you're jealous aren't you?

Me: ... No...

Somewhat.

Josh: You totally are!

- Aww, is my baby girl jealous?

Me: ???????

- Did you just call me baby girl? (:

Josh: No...

Before i could've answered his message it was already time to leave, which i was in a way excited to see him. I heard my phone buzz.

Josh: Wait for me by the bus area, I need t talk to you.

Okay that makes me nervous.

As i exited the gymnasium i went straight to where he told me to meet him.. I couldn't help but feel nervous then excited. When i finally spot him in the crowded area - my lips curl up into a smile. i take in a deep breath before I get closer and find out what he needs to tell me, he seemed a bit too serious. When i finally get up to him, i tap on his shoulder.

"Jo-" Before i finished my sentence his action took me completely by surprise.

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A/N; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! Hope you all enjoyed.

- Denisse.