Lost.

Chapter three

Previously on chapter two: "As i exited the gymnasium i went straight to where he told me to meet him.. I couldn't help but feel nervous then excited. When i finally spot him in the crowded area - my lips curl up into a smile. I take in a deep breath before I get closer and find out what he needs to tell me, he seemed a bit too serious. When i finally get up to him, i tap on his shoulder.

"Jo-" Before i finished my sentence his action took me completely by surprise."

I lost my breath as his soft lips met mine, creating my adrenaline to rise up faster than usual. I felt a fluttering feeling in my chest making me respond to his actions, so many feelings came upon me - taking over my thoughts. His hands wrap around my waist, deepening the kiss. I'm not sure what was going on at this moment, how I should I react, what I should tell him. His lips depart from mine, making me want more. His looks down at me and smiles as I look into your eyes. I was in the moment where it seemed like if you were dreaming about something you wanted to happen. Only, this moment was for real.

"You're so beautiful." He smiles sweetly, "don't tell anyone about this, okay?"

I was left speechless, trying to process everything in my head. "Okay." I nod.

He hugs me one last time before leaving me alone, "I'll text you later." He tells me, and I nod. I start walking towards the bus still speechless, I smile to myself. Images of the way he grabbed me by my hips pushing me against him making me feel his warmth. The way his eyes looked at me, telling me things that he can't say in person because of his shyness - oh the stories those light brown eyes can tell. What is this feeling coming upon me? A very strange feeling I haven't felt in a long time.

By the time I get off the bus I see Jared waiting for me. Great. Just great. I shouldn't tell him about what happened, he doesn't come clean to the fact that he, himself is cheating on me with two other girls. I'm just slowly giving up on this relationship between us. As I get closer, he grabs my arm a bit to harsh making me whimper."Oh no kiss?"

I don't respond to his idiotic remark and just shank my arm away from his grip and start walking towards my house. People ask me, "Why don't you just break up with him?"

I can't. Whatever happens he brings me back even if I don't want to , I feel trapped, crying and screaming out of lungs yet nobody turns and listens.

"Just leave me alone Jared. I don't want to talk to you." I say sternly.

"Really? I get home so determined to see you and you come with your little bitch ass attitude." He remarks.

I start laughing sarcastically, "Like if you cared so much." I feel his hand grab me by my waist harshly and i whimper loudly, i feel tears building up in my eyes.

"Let me go you fucking asshole, i don't fucking want you anymore why can't you just leave me the hell alone!" I try to get out of his grip that just seems to keep getting harder. As the words left my mouth his face expression turned hard. I felt a sharp sting on my cheek as i came into realization that he slapped me as his hand was raised, i start crying as i let the pain take over me. "Just leave alone, I've had enough of your bullshit. It's over." He looks at me with so much hatred then pushed me harshly and walked away - leaving me in my thoughts. Good.

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Hope you guys liked it. (:

-denisse