Lustful Dreams

Chapter 30

Lustful Dreams
Chapter 30

Helena was laying on her side in bed, the night had been one big blur with lots if sex, alcohol and full of emotions. Every time Sean was in her she only thought of Norman. Even now looking over at his blonde hair she wished it was Norman, but it never way. Like an endless nightmare she couldn't shake. Sean was sleeping soundly on his side facing her, no matter where she was he always slept facing her. His head laying at close as she would let him get, a blonde streak of hair tickling her arm. He had finally confessed last night that he wanted her for more than just their sex sessions. He'd flat out told her Norman would never want her again and he was right , so why was she still stuck on him? Helena sighed and laid on her back to look at the ceiling, trying to decide what to do..."something wrong?" Seans sleepy voice said into her ear as he scooted closer to her. The stubble on his jaw rubbing against the side of her ear. "Nothing is wrong." It was a lie and they both knew it. "Tell me, please." She couldn't stand how loving he sounded, so much emotion in a few simple words. "You thinking about my offer?" She grunted and turned away from him to her other side, half hiding her face with a pillow. The bed moved and Sean's arms moved around her, one under her neck and the other around her waist, pulling her back into the crook of his body. His face buried in her neck. "I'm thinking about a lot of things right now." "Including my offer?" He asked placing a soft kiss behind her ear, "yes including that." She never wished for clothes like she did right now, feeling his hands caress the soft skin on her belly, feeling him brush against her bare ass. "I would treat you like a queen." His voice was pleading, "like you deserve." "What makes you think I deserve anything like that?" More kisses behind her ear, "if anyone does it's you doll." That word....he'd only ever called her that. The one name that tugged at her most vulnerable places. "Don't call me that Sean." Her face was pressed against his tan arm, his skin smelled like sex. "You can't hide it, you like that name." Sean moved closer to her, she knew he was half erect, pressing into her ass. She couldn't stop the shiver that ran up her spine. He gave a dark sensual laugh right next to her ear, "see baby, I told you...you want me." He flexed his hips,his cock sliding up and down her ass. Without thinking she arched against him, thrusting her ass against his cock. "Oh fuck, do it again baby." Sean groaned and his hand slid up from her belly to between her naked breasts. Helena closed her eyes and felt Norman, his large hands sliding down her body, making a pool of wetness between her legs. She could see his dark blue eyes, feel his lips on her neck.."Norman..." she moaned without thinking, "no baby, it's Sean...come back to me doll." Her face was turned back and she opened her eyes, seeing his face, and it wasn't Norman. "I don't think I can Sean..." he put his finger to her lips, "shhh baby, don't think. Just feel.." he cupped her chin and kissed her, his tongue urgent to get to hers. Helena shut off her brain and kissed him, turning her body towards his, one leg going above his thigh. Seans cock brushing against her opening. She pulled Sean's hand to her breasts and he moaned, squeezing it and twirking her nipple. Heat spread through her body, right down to her pussy. She let Sean push her flat to the bed, his mouth working down her neck, sucking on each nipple, giving it a little bite. Helena moaned and arched off the bed, Sean's hand pushing her hips back down to the bed as he went lower down her body, dipping his tongue into her belly button. Helena twisted her fingers into his hair, trying to push him lower. Visions of Norman propped up between her legs kept flashing into her mind, the way he expertly used his tongue to bring her to the edge over and over again. "Open your eyes doll, lemme see you." Sean said between kisses, she opened her eyes and looked down at him hovering over her mound. "Its me doll, I can make you feel like he did.." His eyes flared with lust and emotions, he licked his lips and she could see his pink tongue. Sean held her gaze and parted her thighs, he slid his hands under her ass so her pussy was by his mouth, she could feel his hot breath. "Sean..." "yes baby, it's Sean, let me show you." The second the words left his mouth he was on her, spreading her lips open so he could get at her clit. "Sean!!" She moaned and her eyes rolled back into her head, her pussy grinding into his mouth. He was relentless, sucks and licking, little bites to her thighs in between, every time he moaned she could feel it. Sweat slicked her body, her nails cutting the sheets to shreds, "right there, God!!!" She knew she was close, but he didn't let up, going harder into her, his fingers still holding her lips open. He locked his mouth over her and started to humm deep in his throat, "Fuck yes....Sean!!" Her orgasm erupted quick and hard, her hips bucking into his mouth as he sucked her cum down. She came down from her high and laid there, waiting for feeling to come back into her limbs. Helena could feel him kiss back up her body, "you okay?" He asked I'm a weary tone. "Oh Sean.." she moaned his name, "did it feel like him?" She nodded, "it felt just like him.. but how?" She asked still looking at the ceiling. "Who do you think taught him?" He said softly, she jerked her eyes down to his, a smirk on his face. "No way." She said in disbelief, "yes way doll, I showed him how." He was laying next to her now, "Sean I don't know how to do this." "To do what?" "To move on, or get over him." She felt stupid for it, she always had. "Its not gonna be easy but I can help." He kissed her shoulder, "maybe."