Your Secrets Safe With Me

Chapter 8:

I sat chewing on my slice of cold pizza waiting for selena to come to mine. I just couldn't get my mind off Justin. I really liked him, but i couldn't. i was interrupted mid thought by a text. i got my phone out, oh shit it was from Justin! I opened it up. 

'Ariana, you cant hide from me forever, I'm coming over and we are talking about this!' 

OH SHIT! he was coming round, i really hope Selena was here before he came it would have make it less awkward. I nervously walked around, holding my phone under my chin. I was just thinking what if he makes me fall for him again i didn't want to be in a relationship, not for a long time anyway. 

But then the door bell went, i was shaking i don't know why i was so nervous. i was hoping it was Selena. I opened the door. 

"can i come in?" Justin croaked in his sexy voice. 

i gulped and nodded and we slowly walked to the lounge, placing ourselves on the soft couch. 

"Why have you been avoiding me Ariana?" Justin asked looking deep into my eyes. 

"I don't know, I'm just scared" i mumbled. 

Justin shuffled himself towards me a bit so we were a bit closer. 

"Scared of what?" Justin whispered. 

he was doing it again but i couldn't help myself, i wanted to kiss him sooooo bad. 

"I don't want anyone to hurt me again, I'm just scared you might" I said. 

Justin didn't say anything he looked more into my eyes for a second and i looked back. 

"I wouldn't hurt you Ariana, never" Justin said. 

I was taking in deep breaths, my breathing was un even. 

"Can we just be friends?" I asked "Can we forget about the kiss" I said. 

I didn't want to forget about this kiss because it felt amazing, but i had to. I would be known as a slut if i dated Justin and i was carrying someone elses child and Justin wouldn't want to be with me if he knew. 

Justin looked down for a minute, i don't think he wanted to forget either but it was for the best. 

He eventually nodded and i smiled. 

"Do you want a drink or anything?" I asked standing up. 

Justin stood up too. "No i think i should go, you don't want me here?" He mumbled walking away. 

I grabbed his hand "No Justin, stay Selena will be here soon the party hasn't even started" I joked smiling and letting go of his hand. 

Justin smiled and sat back down "In that case, i will have 4 bubble gum flavoured lemonades". 

I furrowed my eyes, for a moment i thought he was serious. But then i realized and i slapped him playfully on the arm. 

"I'm serious, what do you want?" I asked but then the door bell went. 

I sighed and walked up to it knowing it was Selena. I hugged her. 

"Justin's here" I whispered. 

She gave me a weird look asking for an  explanation as she dropped her bags to the floor and shut the door. 

"Before you ask, no we aren't dating we are just friends. Please don't embarrass me or i will get you back 10 times worse!" I said laughing. 

Selena laughed to and we made our way to the lounge. Justin was standing looking at all the pictures on the counter by the TV. He was picking them up and smiling. There were silly pictures on there of me and my mom and my friends. Me and Selena looked at each other and i coughed making Justin turn around. 

"I was just looking at the pictures" Justin said making his way back to the sofa as we did too. 

"I could tell, now what do you wanna do?" I asked "There's not going to be anyone here for tonight, my moms staying at her work over night?" i added. 

"What about your dad?" Justin asked. 

I didn't say anything i just looked down "I don't think he will be coming back any time soon" I mumbled. 

"Oh gosh, I'm sorry" Justin said.

I half smiled "Don't worry about it, how about we get some of your friends over?" I asked looking at Justin. 

Justin shrugged "I guess we could" Justin said "But they do like to cause trouble" He added. 

I bit my lip "Maybe not, well do you wanna....go get coffee or something?" i asked looking at them both. 

Selena nodded but Justin frowned. 

"Do i look like a guy who drinks coffee, coffee is for girls!" Justin said. 

We all laughed and persuaded Justin to come.