Your Secrets Safe With Me

Chapter 19:

Selena's P.O.V 

It was break already and i just couldn't stop feeling bad, everyone some how hated me again, they all knew i was the one who told Austin and they hated me for it. And of course again everyone still loved Ariana because she was perfect and i hated it. I was jealous. I needed to find Justin now though, talk some sense into him i don't want him to be scared away with what Austin said because then Ariana will have no one again and it would be my fault again. 

I strolled along the corridors, no one wanted to talk to me anymore, i had no one. I was searching for justin and then i had a thought were he might be. He obviously not at school anymore because i would have found him already, i bet hes at the park, Ariana and him always go there. 

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I got to the park and sat down at a swing next to Justin. 

"What?" He said lifting his head. 

His eyes were puffy and red, so i guessed he had been crying and Justin never EVER cries. 

"Look, im so sorry" I said. 

"I know, but everything that Austin said was right, i am never going to be that kids dad, ever but i wanna be" He mumbled. 

"Come on Justin, when has anyone or anything stopped you, i didn't mean to tell Austin it just slipped out, everyone makes mistakes. Ariana needs you more than anyone right now, shes lost me her best friend, shes never going to forgive me and she thinks shes lost her boyfriend, please just promise me you will be with her forever Justin, i want her safe with someone like you" I said. 

Justin had never seen me like this before, we never really opened out to each other like this because we weren't really that close, i used to hate Justin before i met Ariana and im so glad i now know him because we are getting closer and hes a really really nice guy. 

Justin hessited to talk to me but then he smiled. 

"I promise, i never ever wanna leave Ariana, i wanna marry her and have kids of our own, I wanna make a proper family with her" Justin said. 

"Justin, you need to understand that Ariana needs you and this baby needs you, the babies dads gone Justin, gone forever okay, hes not coming back any time soon..you need to know that you have to be a dad to this kid, you call the baby son or daughter and they know you as dad or daddy, i know you can do it Justin, i know you can be the most amazing dad ever" I said then smiling. 

Justin stood up from the swing as did i and he pulled me into a huge hug. this is the second hug i have ever had from Justin and im not going to lie, his hugs were perfect, they were so warm and you could here his heart beating. 

"Thank you" He whispered on my neck giving me shivers. 

I smirked and then walked away.