Why Don't You See Me?

Chapter 8-Recover

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I felt myself blush from the memory of that day. I was young and having a first crush his kinda a big thing in a young girls life. Adam noticed my blush and just stood looking shell shocked. I felt someone behind me so I followed his gaze and saw Jordan. He just stood there with an expression I couldn't read but when he spoke I knew exactly what he was thinking.

"......That was you?..."

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How could I not have seen him behind me? Usually I'm very careful with my surroundings. Now that he knows that I like him its gonna be just awkward. I hate awkwardness.

"Um....What?"

"Well you said somthing about when you were younger and you waved at me, but you weren't sure if I remembered you from when we were kids."

"Yea...um..is that all you heard?"

"Well I summed it up but yea. Why? Did I miss somthing?"

Yes!! He didnt hear my confession. Hopefully. Will I ever be able to tell him? Probably not. I dont know how the whole romance flirtiness goes. Suddenly it got cold. I shuttered a little and remembered I'm still wet. I cant believe she had those guys throw me in the pool. What was her problem? Did I serious hurt her soo bad that would rist killing me. Im sure she knew I couldn't swim because Amy knew. Actually I haven't seen her yet. Thats why im here anyway I shuttered again and then sneezed.

"I think we better get this girl inside and get her in some warm clothes." Adam says this with so much ease and sarcasm. I had forgotten he was standing there.

"No I'm fine, just drying up...you know." I smile to show that I'm fine but another sneeze came up I looked up at Jordan and he smiled at my failed attemp to be tough.

"Please allow me to save the danzel in distress ...again."

With his smiles, he eases me and with that smile I followed them back to the house who's music seems to only get louder. Walking back to the house we start talking about where we were when we first met. Adam teased me about how I was a bad child, being sent to time out and all. We all go through the bad phase. I'm glad he remembers me. Than i can finally get to know him. Maybe he'll turn out to actually like me.

Besides getting my butt grabbed, being thrown in the pool and freezing my butt off, this day is becoming interesting. It's nice just to talk and laugh and be myself with him. Now that I think about it, this is the first conversation in a while I've had with Jordan that didn't have to do with Nina. When he chuckles it makes my heart skip a beat, and I tell you what, if he keeps smiling I think I'm going to have a heart attack.

Still walking in the freezing 3 o'clock night air, I keep sneezing and shuttering. Adam nor Jordan had a jacket. I saw Adam and Jordan look at each other and Jordan comes slowly in front of me. Maybe it wasnt slow motion but when he walked toward me, his eyes stayed on mine. He hugged me and my arms and hands naturally curled up on his torso. It was the warmest spot for them. I kept his gaze and he kept mine. He grabbed my hands and held them together in his hands in prayer position. He broke the gaze, looked at my fragile hands and looked at me then looked at Adam.

Adam turned me around by my waist and raised his shirt and held me. My still wet body felt the warmth steaming from his six pack. He created a gaze between us and I felt as if he was searching for somthing in my eyes I found my self wonder what he was looking at. Wondering if he saw somthing I didn't. We broke apart. That was totally unexpected. I wasnt sure what he was looking for but he found something cause the expression on his face looked like he had an idea a hidden idea.