Why Don't You See Me?

Chapter 1-First sight

He stands there staring straight at me and I can see the frustration in his eyes.

"What do you want from me?"

"I....I don't know?"

"Yes you do, now tell me?"

"Why do you wanna know so badly now?! "

"Just tell me? Please?"

"I want...... I want you to love me like I know you love her."

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(Flashback)

"I'm so tired of my parents telling me what to do." I tell my friends while I sit because of not 'listening' to them about running around our friends house.

"I know! Can't believe they made you sit here." says my dare devil friend Sandy.

"If your quiet maybe they'll let you get off early?" said my nice goody goody friend Amy.

"Whatever, I don't even care..." pretty much sulking in my chair.

I was 6 and not happy about my life. My dad was a drunk and my mom couldn't wait to kill him. It was just my sister Nina and me. We were close and stayed close, especially when my parents would fight for hours. I could never get my dad to notice me and I was always wondering what happiness his drinking and smoking did that I couldn't do.

I was at a gathering at a friends house when I saw Him, he was tall but clearly older than me. I notice his mother was dark skinned, like me but he was light skinned, which kinda confusing at my young age. I leaned off my chair trying to see his face. He looked familiar to me for some reason. He left his mother and went to the kitchen so I followed him. Leaving my chair made me feel guilty but I ignored it and followed him curiously. He grabbed a soda from the counter and I heard his mother call his name.

"Jordan!! We're leaving!"

And that's when I saw his face. He was tanned with big blue-ish green eyes and long eyelashes with brown hair that was also sunkist. He had a baby face but was older looking. Then I realized that I didn't know him but the feeling that I did still bothered me.

I ran back to my chair, which happened to be next to the front door. He started walking toward me and suddenly I got butterflies and my little 6 year old heart started to bump out of my chest. And right when he was about to pass me, he flashed a smile at me and said,

"Hey?"

My heart melted and my throat was stuck and before I could even reconnect with my brain, he was gone. That was when I found my first crush..... Jordan Johanson.

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