This is the worst day of my life. My alarm decided it didn't want to go off until 7:45 am so I had a a total of fifteen minutes to get ready and to school on time. Let's just say, I am the definition of a mess right now frantically trying to find my books for first period in my locker. When I finally find my psychology book and yank it out, a few of my other books and notebooks decide to come with it.
"Fuck!" I cursed brushing a piece of hair that fell out of my messy bun behind my ear as I bent down to retrieve everything.
Right when I bent down to bell rang signaling it was now 8 am and I was late.
"Need a hand?" A voice asked as a pair of black converse stepped into my line of vision.
I glanced up, books clutched in my hand as my eyes met with a pair of chocolate brown ones.
Calum Hood. Aka the schools bad boy and also the hottest boy I've ever laid my eyes on. I've had a few classes with him throughout the last couple of years and were partnered up for a few projects which I, of course, always had to do alone thanks to his "I don't give a fuck about school" attitude. Other than that, we rarely spoke. He was a bad boy and I was a good girl. We aren't supposed to mix.
"Not from you." I said with a shaky breath standing up and straightening out my plaid skirt hoping I didn't sound too nervous in front of him.
"Oh sassy." He replied taking a drag from his cigarette while still staring at me. "You know you're already late right?" He asked as I slammed my locker shut.
"Yeah don't remind me. Now if you'll excuse me I need to go." I said shoving past him bumping his shoulder in the process.
"What's your problem?" He asked yelling down the hallway.
"Right now, you!" I yelled back turning around to face him but still speed walking to class.
"Just thought for once in your life you'd want to stop being a goody two shoes." I heard him say just as I turned the corner.
"What?" I turned around with an aggravated look on my face. I was for sure going to get detention now since I was already more than five minutes late and he was just making it worse. He does not have the right to call me a goody two shoes. I am not a goody two shoes! Who does he think he is?!
Before I could stop myself I walked towards him with my hands in fists and spoke through gritted teeth "I am NOT a goody two shoes!"
He smirked as he pulled the cigarette from his lips and dropped it to the ground stomping on it. "Really?" He questioned stepping forward which resulted in me taking once step back and hitting the lockers.
"You always come to school, you get straight A's, I've never seen you in detention or parties, your skirt is below your knees and your hair is always up." He said as he ran his fingers slowly down my arm. "It's senior year. Live a little." He whispered. "Don't you want to know what it's like to be a little bit badass for once in your life?"
I hate to admit it but I everything he was saying was right. I was always at school, I never got anything below an A, I didn't even know where detention took place, don't even get me started on parties and yeah maybe I do dress a little like a nun sometimes.
After contemplating for a few moments and going back and forth between Calum's hopeful eyes and my shoes, I finally spoke.
"Okay. Let's ditch." I told him nervously. I don't know what the fuck has gotten into me this morning but I'd already get in trouble for being late, so why not just ditch and have fun? It's our senior year. He's right. I need to live a little.
"Fuck, seriously?!" He exclaimed as his eyes lit up. "This is gonna be awesome! But first," he started. "Come here." He told me motioning me closer with his finger.
I stepped forward so we were almost chest to chest. He reached up to my hair delicately pulling out the hair tie that kept my bun in place. My wavy hair cascaded down my shoulders as he brought his fingers down to the waistband of my skirt and looked up to meet his eyes with mine.
"Um what the hell are you doing?!" I exclaimed stepping back against the lockers. Was he already trying to have sex with me?! And at school?!
He threw his head back and let out a laugh. "I'm just trying to make you look like less of a prude." He told me motioning for me to come forward once again. "Just let me roll up your skirt a little it's not going to kill you baby."
I scoffed rolling my eyes as I dragged my shoes against the concrete towards Calum.
He began rolling my skirt as I held onto his forearms keeping eye contact with each other the entire time.
Once he was satisfied he pulled away and asked if I was ready to go. I nodded and followed him out to the parking lot.
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A few minutes later we arrived at our destination: a park. The car ride was primarily silent with the exception of the radio at a low volume. I caught myself staring at Calum most of the time honestly. He had placed another cigarette to his full lips and there was just something about him that had me so mesmerized. A few times he glanced over and smirked silently letting me know he caught me staring. I just turned and looked out my side of the window as a blush crept up my cheeks.
"Y/N?" Calum called bringing me out of my flashback.
"Huh?" I asked startled once I realized he was standing about ten feet in front of me.
He smiled and pushed his hands into his pockets while running his shoe over the dirt. "I've been calling your for the past fifty years do you want to go on the swings?" He asked looking up at me squinting from the sunlight directly hitting his face.
"Oh." I blushed. "Um, yeah sure." I stuttered following him to the swings.
I was just about to sit down next to Calum's swing when he roughly grabbed my hand and brought me towards him resulting in me sitting sideways on his lap.
"Oh okay." I blushed for the second time this morning. We sat in silence for a second before I spoke. "Can I ask you something Calum?" I hesitantly questioned.
"Shoot." He replied as he slowly began moving the swing back and forth.
I placed one hand on his chest and the other grasped the bottom of his flannel to steady myself before speaking.
"Why um why did you choose me?" I whispered. "Like I don't know we just haven't really talked all that much. I said looking down at my shoes then back up to meet his eyes.
He sighed and bit his lip breaking eye contact. "I don't know I guess I just always thought you were cute and you don't put up with people's bullshit. You don't conform to everything else those pricks we go to school with do and I just think it's cool. You're so cute and innocent. I like it." He told me nuzzling into my neck. "I saw you running late at your locker today and just thought it was the perfect time to convince you to ditch with me. I didn't have to do much convincing though did I." He chuckled pulling back from my neck and smiling at me. "I guess my good looks just won you over." He smirked.
"You're such a cocky asshole!" I laughed punching him in the chest. As each moment went by I started becoming more comfortable around Calum. This couldn't be real I can't believe he just said I was cute. Twice.
"But you didn't deny it so I know it's true." He shot back going to intertwine our hands. "Admit it (Y/N, Y/L/N), you think I'm hot."
A rush of confidence ran through my body as I leaned forward and pressed my lips to his. And Calum wasn't moving his lips at all. Awesome.
I pulled back a few moments later and opened my eyes; Calum's were still closed.
"Oh my god." I muttered blushing furiously. "I'm sorry Calum fuck I-"
And that's when he crashed his lips onto mine.
I had only kissed one other boy in my entire life thanks to a game or truth or dare in seventh grade so I literally had no idea what I was doing but I just went with it.
Calums grip on my waist tightened and I wrapped my arms around his neck pushing myself closer to his body.
He was the one to pull away this time but still kept a tight grasp on me. We sat in silence momentarily catching our breathes before he spoke.
"Sorry about before I was just kinda in shock. I didn't think you were going to do that. But I'm glad you did." He smiled pulling me in for a light peck.
I just nodded and blushed for what seemed like the tenth time this morning.
"You're cute when you blush you know that?" He asked smirking.
"I'm always cute." I told him which made him throw his head back in laughter. "True." He said kissing me again.
After a couple minutes of making out I heard sounds in the distance of what sounded like little kids. I unwillingly pulled away from Calum's plump lips earning a groan of annoyance from him.
"We better go." I told him once a pack of kids were running over to the playground. "Don't really want to scar these kids from us kissing you know?" I scoffed removing my hands from around his neck and standing up from his lap.
"But I don't wanna!" He groaned again. "I like kissing you." He said giving me puppy eyes.
"Well maybe if you're lucky we can continue this in your car." I replied biting my lip and extending my hand out for him to take.
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"You're so fucking sexy I didn't think you had all of this in you." Calum told me as he placed delicate kisses down my neck. I was currently straddling him in the drivers seat running my hands throughout his hair and down his strong arms.
"Trust me neither did I." I laughed dragging my hands under his shirt which he was now removing.
He began rubbing his hands over my ass which was now basically exposed thanks to him rolling up my skirt previously before and sucked ever harder on my neck. I was for sure I was going to end up with a horrendous looking hickey. But at this point I didn't even care.
"Fuck, Calum." I cursed grabbing onto his shoulders and moving my head to the side for easier access.
He pulled away after he left a mark and moved his hands upwards to squeeze breasts.
"Can I take your shirt off?" He asked out of breath reaching down to the bottom of my shirt.
I eagerly nodded as he swiftly took it off and began to leave sloppy kisses all over my chest.
"Calum I," I hesitantly stammered. "I'm a virgin." I blurted out.
He pulled away and looked me in the eyes whispering "it's okay. We don't have to do anything you don't want to." He told me sincerely. "Do you wanna stop?" He asked.
I could tell by his face and also feel him down there getting hard so I knew stopping was the last thing he wanted to do. And I didn't either.
"Um I don't want to stop. But I'm not really down for losing my virginity in a car." I chuckled. "But we can do other stuff?" I suggested running my fingertips down his arm.
"Of course, baby." He replied lightly nipping at my ear. "I'm gonna make you come." He whispered.
His response made my heart speed up and butterflies rise in my stomach.
"Take off you panties." He demanded placing his hands on my hips.
I did as told and now I was just left in my bra and skirt. I felt way too naked out of the two of us considering he he only taken his shirt off.
I reached down between us and fumbled with his belt about to undo it but his hands caught mine before I could continue.
"Not yet." He whispered biting his lip. "Can I touch you?" He asked rather quickly and out of breath. I could feel him getting harder by the second.
"Please." I moaned out.
He placed a finger to my lips and told me to suck. I obliged and ran my tongue over it lightly grazing it with my teeth. He pulled out after a moment and placed it in between my slit rubbing back and forth.
I gripped onto his shoulders for support and cradled my head into his shoulder biting my bottom lip.
"That feel good?" He asked picking up the pace.
"Yes please keep going shit!" I panted rubbing myself against his finger to create more friction.
I dragged a hand down his chest and rested it at the top of his jeans asking if I could take them off now. He stopped rubbing me and quickly yanked off his belt and pants keeping his boxers on.
He grabbed my hips and I lowered myself onto him grinding back and forth.
"Fuck (Y/N)" Calum moaned pushing his head back.
I pushed my chest against Calum's and secured my arms around his neck rolling my hips against him with as much pressure as I could.
He whimpered pressing sloppy kisses along my collarbones while bringing a hand down to rub my clit.
"Oh my god Calum!" I exclaimed throwing my head back. "Fuck that feels so good don't stop. Please." I begged squeezing my eyes shut while continuing to grind on him as fast as I could.
"Are you gonna cum for me, (Y/N)?" He asked out of breath. "Fuck you feel so good baby so fucking good." He moaned as he tightly wrapped a hand around my lower back while still working at my clit.
My stomach began to tighten and legs shake as I rested my face in the crook of Calum's neck.
I moaned Calum's name rather loudly as I reached my high and felt a wetness form in his boxers underneath me.
"Fuck." He groaned burying his face into my neck.
After a minute of heavy breathing and finally regaining our breath we pulled away from each other and Calum laughed while brushing a piece of hair behind my ear.
"How was your first orgasm, princess?"
