Nanny's Life

Chapter five

Seeing my apartment to empty and cold made me sad, this has been my home for 4 years and now empty with only boxes holding my hole existence, some guy named Joseph is supposed to come to pick up the boxes in a couple of hours, I just couldn't get enough sleep, without thinking of my mother and how we used to live here together before getting sick.

It was 6 am, I have always hated waking up early, today my body couldn't stop moving, and my heart couldn't stop beating in my ears, something that made me sleepless.
I was staring at the ceiling on the sleepless night thinking about everything, I hate not sleeping but I love thinking about life, starring at the ceiling and sipping on my tea. And then reading pride and prejudice by Jane Austen, maybe I have read it a hundred times. I love how everyone thinks Jane is the prettiest and she is to shy to say anything and Lizzy doesn't give importance to what society says about her and her family I love that she knows her worth, and it doesn't matter what people say about her , I love that she has the values without having anyone to teach her about them she knows right and wrong because of her experience.

There is a knock on the door that startled me almost making my lovely warm tea spill over my clothes .
I was wearing black jeans and a pink blouse that Greta got me for my birthday and my wavy shot hair.

I wanted to be at least a little fancy to move into my new house. I opened the door and found the biggest man that I have ever seen, we introduced ( he is Joseph) and we began moving the boxes to the truck I was in my room collecting the books that didn't fit in the books box when a knock sounded near me and I turned to see Mister Beckett entering the room
"Hello Miss Valentine, are you ready, did you spoke with the landlord, about you moving?"his voice took me by surprise, I couldn't get how velvet and warm it was.

"Yes I did, everything is taken care of" I muttered avoiding his penetrating eyes.

And his tight jeans, made me a little dizzy, his strong jaw, I wanted to stroke with my lips, I was pretty sure my tongue was up to the floor of how good he looked with a casual look and not a suit I honestly think that he looks so much better in casual clothes.

He nodded and walked to where I was and picked the big box of books just when I finished securing the tape around it.

He made his way though the door and took a good look at my face and told me that everything was ready and we had to leave.

"Ok, can you give me a minute?" I asked with a pleading voice.

He gave me a cute pout but nodded anyway and left to put the last box in the van.

I started to remember my mom spinning and dancing to a pop song when I came home from  work one day and she took my hands in hers and started twirling me near her, I miss her so much that I have so many good memories of her that my eyes start to water and I sit on the floor whispering Goodbye mom I love you.

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Thank you for reading!!
Don't kill me I know that this chapter is tiny but in a couple of hours I'll post the next part, I just wanted to make this whole chapter dedicated to a lovely lady that was called Ana that is by boy best friend's mother, he lost his mom a year ago for the same reasons that Darcy's mom died from, she had leukemia and was a pretty slow process and for this chapter I want to shout to wherever you are, we miss you and love you, please give a shout out to anyone who was important to you and is not with you anymore.
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