It'll be okay i promise. Levi x reader

why

A/n now this isnt an actual scene or anything its just some back ground thoughts 

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Y/n pov

I could hear the glass shattering down stairs as my parents fought again.. I could hear the voices that had once soothed me flare up into something I never wanted. It was my worst nightmare. they wouldn't notice my mind quietly told me as I thought about ways to leave. As quietly  as i possibly could  I sneaked out of the bathroom and walked up the old stairwell. I made sure to watch my step avoiding the spaces that I knew were creaky. I slowly opened my door and slid my body through the crack I had created, I shut the door quietly. The screams were still audibly in the distance, that was the night I decided I couldn't take it, it was all too much. I slid my suitcase out from beneath my bed packing it with everything that was essential. I knew to pack light, but I needed to pack enough so I could last. I decided to pack half of the bag so I'd be able to carry it. I flipped my mattress slightly so I could access my stash, I then pulled my large stack of cash out of the hole in my box spring along with two little photos; quickly I put them in my bag and zipped it shut. I sighed softly, I'm doing this I'm not a little (gender) anymore, I'M leaving. I grabbed my bag  and quietly picked it up and threw it out of my window into the bush down below. I grabbed hold of the vines that clung to side of my house. scooting my self down them making sure i didn't slip i made it down to the ground.  Grabbing my bag out of the bush i lifted it and walked off. I'm not coming back to this hell hole id rather die. There was only one place i knew id be safe and that was my aunties. It took at lease an hour to walk there and it was starting to snow. I wanted to forget all of this I zipped up my jacket my bag was draped over my shoulder, i knew it was a long ways away but it was better than here. 

(30 minutes later) 

 I was watching the people of the city walk by, i knew i couldn't be seen going there but i didn't have a choice but take the busy route. I slowly crawled into the sewer drain. God it stinks down here. I have to find her  before they tried finding me. I walked on for a while taking turns here and there, until i found the UnderGround. There were tents filled with kids liked me all from messed up towns i asked around for Sasha i was constantly redirected until i saw her. She didnt notice i was standing where i was i quickly ran to her and jumped on her she froze for a moment and then quickly eased when she realized it was me. we proceeded to talk about my situation. 

A/N 

Hey you guys its been awhile hasn't it well a load of things have been going on my life lately so i havent been able to write. I hope you like this chapter!! have a good day/ night