It's Always Been You//Joel Pimentel

We Meet Again Pt.2

Honestly I couldn't believe what I had heard. I ran to get a nurse but when the nurse got inside all I heard was "we're losing her" while they pushed me out the door. I didn't know what to do. I just threw myself on the floor and started crying my eyes out. Kylie ran to my side with a worried expression on her face she had asked me what happened and I explained it to her. Then about 4 hours later a nurse told me that she was okay but she had total loaf of memory and that she might not remember about 5-10 years of her life. So she won't remember me. That's all I could think about. She won't remember me. The nurse said I could go and see her once again and when I entered she was there with her eyes opened looking at the ceiling. "Umm hey Chanel you still remember me" "no I'm sorry but who are you, not trying to sound rude but I just don't know who you are" I thought to myself should I tell her because she's most likely not gonna remember me besides she was going to leave and find someone else who made her happy and this time not fuck her up like I did. Honestly I want the best for her and I know I'm not what she needs to be happy I'm actually the complete opposite. " I'm just a nurse coming to check up on you and my names Joel. But I see everything looks good any questions"? " no I'm good thank you sir" "well goodbye Chanel, do you mind if I give you a hug? Sorry it sounds weird." "Haha no not at all" she reached her little hands out and I embraces myself with most likely the last hug I'll ever have with her. "Well bye Chanel" " bye Joel" with that I left and not looking back I had my mind set that I was never going to see her again.
*Present*
Wow. That was all I could say. I noticed Kylie looking at her too she looked stunned. Honestly who wouldn't. But I think I was starring for too long because a guy next to her noticed and gave me a dirty look but then she turned around and honestly I don't know why but all I felt was guilt wash over me but when she gave me one of her angelic smiles I almost passed out. Not really but it was beautiful. Kylie said "we should go" "umm yeah I think we should". When I was getting up I noticed Chanel was coming over to me. "Hey weren't you that nurse I saw in the hospital about a while ago"? I didn't wanna give it away so I just said "haha no I'm sorry I think you have my mistaken for someone else" "oh"was all she said "well it was nice meeting you i'm Chanel" it was nice meeting you too" "well I have to go now bye sir" "bye Chanel". She's back in my life and all I felt was pure guilt.
(Kylie's POV)
She's back ? But how ? Maybe she's just on vacation or something honestly I started getting worried because what if her and Joel fall in love all over again then I'll never have a chance with him and honestly that makes me feel devastated. I thought that when Joel said he was never going to see her again I thought he was sure about it and I thought I would actually be able to be happy with him. I guess I was wrong. She's back now and all I could think about is what's going to happen if they do fall in love all over again?