It's Always Been You//Joel Pimentel

We Meet Again

Chanel ? But how ? Last time I saw her I thought it would be the last I guess I was wrong here she was standing less then 2 feet away from me .. She still looks beautiful I think even more then before .
*Flashback*
"What happened" ? She yelled
"I don't know it just .... I'm sorry I really am I didn't mean for it to happen"! I said I was seriously such an asshole for doing this I don't know how I could live with this guilt now. "How could you Joel I thought you loved me I guess I was wrong" "no I do love yo-" "just stop Joel if you really did love me you wouldn't have done this but remember that "thing" I had to tell you "? "Yeah" I said . As soon as she started talking I wished I had never asked ! "My mom passed away and you know I don't have a dad so "... She started to cry & so did I . Why didn't she ever tell me ? "You can stay with me" "no I can't because after what I found out I wanna be as far away from you as possible" "but I'm very sorry as of right now I just want what's best for you" "like I was saying so this means that I have to move all the way to New York to live with my aunt" okay we both began to cry waterfalls I couldn't process what she was telling me in my mind. "When do you leave" I asked afraid of her answer "tonight that's why I wanted to spend my last day here with you but no you decided to be a jerk and fuck around so it's cool I just wanted to say a proper goodbye to you" "I didn't mean for any of that to happen and you know I wouldn't do it again" I said in between tears "I'm sorry but it wasn't going to work out anyways because the distance wouldn't work for me. But I want you to have these things" she handed me a black ring that inside it read "Chanel & Joel" with a heart and I noticed she had the same one on her left hand then she handed me a note and said "don't open this until I leave but everything I couldn't tell you is all written in that letter" all I could say was "I'm sorry" with that she left I felt so empty I didn't think I could carry on with this guilt and missing piece of me. I need her no matter what but she's gone now and there's nothing I can do to change her mind especially after what she found out. I'm such a fucking asshole why the fuck would I cheat on her with Tiffany! UGH I just wanted to scream so badly but I just tried to calm myself down but I couldn't I just needed someone right now . I thought of Kylie she's always been there she even supported my relationship when my parents didn't they didn't like Chanel I don't know why but I ran to Kylie and on my way there I saw an ambulance in front of Chanel's house my heart started racing as I got closer to the scene and when I saw a police officer I asked what happened and he said that they found a girl inside the house that he assumed wanted to take her life but didn't succeed. My heart dropped at the sight in front of me ... I saw Chanel in a rolling bed and her wrists were all cut and it looked like she banged her head on something because there was a huge bruise but I ran towards her but one of the cops stopped me and held me back. I wanted to call someone to take me to the hospital but that would take to long so I ran after the ambulance and after about 5 minutes running the ambulance got to the hospital and took out Chanel and took her right in through the emergency entrance. I went inside and asked the lady at the front for Chanel she said "I'm sorry sir but you have to wait she looked pretty bad so they have to run some tests and try to help her as much as they can" I went to go take a seat and I put my hands on my face all I could do was cry. I decided to call Kylie and explain everything to her, she came and was with me there the whole time.
*Next Morning*
I hadn't realized that me and Kylie feel asleep until a nurse came and woke us up asking if we were family/friends of Chanel Rose and I immediately said that I was. All I could remember is that they said that she didn't try to commit suicide so I was confused I asked "then what happened"? "Someone broke into her house and tried to rape her" my blood boiled . That explained her bloody wrist and the big bruise on her head. Kylie was as shocked as I was her eyes were wide open as if she had just seen a ghost, I couldn't say anything because I had so much anger and guilt built inside of me ... This was all my fault. The nurse told me that I could go and see her I looked at Kylie as if asking for permission and she nodded . I started walking and found her room 26B. I was shaking I was nervous. As soon as I walked in and saw all those wires connected to her I lost it I started crying like I never had before! This was all my damn fault. For not being there to protect her and just letting her leave like that. She was asleep and I went over and grabbed her hand "Chanel if  I was there to protect you none of this would've happened. I let you go and that had to be one of the hardest things I ever did but I wanted what was best for you, I love you so much I hope you never forget that my beautiful Chanel" I felt her move her hand and when those words left her mouth I literally felt my whole world come to an end. "Uhh I'm sorry but who are you"?