Author's note: Hey sorry guys yeah I know I put Calum to speak, oops! I wasn't mindful of that, Calum sometimes speak at points but he didn't want to be disrespectful so he tried to speak and yeah!
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Calum then just realised that he just spoke and he sighed. "This was not supposed to happened." His conscious had told him and then he started to feel less of himself. He bit his lip and went towards his duffle bag and went searching for his relief.He just wanted to be normal like the rest of the teenagers out there in the world. He wished his parents gave him a chance and not just disown him. It made him feel less of himself.
Calum went onto going to the bathroom that was attached to his bedroom. Calum looked at his watery eyes and looked at himself. His demons told him," How are you still alive? Your parents didn't love you, so why are you still here?" Why haven't you killed yourself already?!"
Calum then grabbed his head while he started to cry silently," Please leave me alone..." Calum said to his conscious and whimpered at the thoughts that were going through his head. He didn't want this to happened to him but it made him feel like a monster.
Calum grabbed the pain reliever and dragged it through his flesh, with all the other scars he saw the newly wound open up and red liquid started to pour out.
"Good, Calum this is what you are meant to do, kill yourself until you can't feel the pain anymore." His conscious said to him while he started to cry more. All the tears started to pour out and then the red liquid started to pour down his arm.
The liquid poured on the sink while Calum realised what he had done. He went quickly to clean everything that the red liquid touched, he gulped and started to put band-aids on his wrist. Calum sighed and leaned against the door.
he ruffled his hair, Calum then went towards to fix everything and it looked like he didn't do anything gory in the bathroom.
Calum sighed in relief and went towards to change into some sweat pants and a long sleeve shirt. Calum started to put everything away in the large closet.
Calum then went onto turning off the lamp in their bedside and sighed. "I hope everything is going to be great tomorrow, I guess it's not going to be.."
Calum thought to himself and went to see that Mrs. Clifford went and knocked. "Can I come in?" Calum heard her say and he threw something to signal that she can come in.
"Hello, Calum is everything alright, I just wanted to know if you are okay and if you need anything from me, you can always knock on my door if you need anything." Mrs. Clifford said with a small smile and folded her hands on her lap. She went to sit on the edge of the bed.
"I hope we can make you happy and maybe even communicate to get to know each other better." Calum smiled and nodded slowly. "So I'll see you in the morning, you start school tomorrow."
Calum sighed and nodded while he saw Mrs. Clifford go on to kiss him on his forehead. Calum then grabbed his notebook and it said," Goodnight, Mrs. Clifford :)" Calum put while Mrs. Clifford grinned herself. "Call me Karen." She said while then she walked out.
Calum then went to turn off the light and sighed. he closed his eyes and dreamt of him being in outer space and away from all the danger/damage he caused in the world for everyone to hate him.
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Michael woke up to an alarm blaring and someone knocking on his door. "I'm up, I'm up!" he shouted while he then grumbled.
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