Diary Of A Fanboy

Chapter 9 - Make Ups and Invitations

*     *     *A MONTH LATER*     *     *

I sat up in my bed, it was October 15th. It's been a month and a few days since we started school. This year is dragging on. It was a Saturday so that was good. Liam still hadn't apologized yet so we haven't spoken for close to a month now.

The air outside was getting cooler and the leaves were turning red and orange and yellow and then falling off of the branches of the trees. It was quite pretty actually, London being covered by all these different colors.

My mother had went to work, she finally talked to me and began yelling about how I shouldn't disrespect her if I still want to live in her house and blah, blah, blah. Who even said I wanted to live with her in the first place? I'm just waiting until I'm 18 so I can move out and live on my own, free to do whatever I pleased.

I heard my phone buzz and saw Harry DM'd me. I'm not complaining but doesn't this boy ever work or get tired from messaging a boring old person like me all the time?

DM @NiallOfficial: Just finished a concert at Melbourne and now we're flying back to England to continue that leg of the tour x

I smiled at the message. We would be in the same country again! 

DM @Harry_Styles: Oh I know

DM @Harry_Styles: Not that I stalk you or anything..

DM @Harry_Styles: What? I didn't say anything

DM @Harry_Styles: Sorry, just forget I said that

I face palmed myself. I'm so awkward. Why did I say that? He doesn't answer immediately and I think he thinks I'm a weirdo stalker now. Great job Niall, make him think that you watch him everywhere you go, that'll help your chances a lot.

My phone buzzed and I was surprised.

DM @NiallOfficial: Oh, so you're a fan then?

I couldn't help but feel like he said this in a negative way. Yes, I am a fan, does that make my chances even slimmer? I'm sure that they said they would date a fan if they didn't scream in their faces. I wouldn't, I would go completely silent and stutter out a response as thoughts of jumping him danced around my head.

DM @Harry_Styles: Yeah, is that a problem?

I sent it and I couldn't help but feel a little angry inside. Most of the population loves One Direction and for one of them to find a person that doesn't at least like them and fall in love with them would be highly unlikely.

DM @NiallOfficial: I'm not saying that it's a bad thing, I was just asking

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, biting my lip harshly. I'm an idiot.

DM @Harry_Syles: I'm sorry, it's just, I don't know. I'm stupid and I never know what to say and I'm sorry

DM @NiallOfficial: It's fine Niall, I think your awkwardness is cute x

I blushed as I read his words. He's so forgiving and sweet, how can anyone think of him as a womanizer or anything beyond that?

I heard my doorbell and I hoped out of my bed and hurried down the stairs. I heard the bell again and knocking soon followed. "Hold your damn horses" I mumbled to myself as I walked to my door. I opened it and then wanted to close it just as quickly when I saw who it was.

"Niall, please let me in" he pleaded. I scoffed and shook my head. "Oh, so you just come to my house after nearly a month of ignoring me and expect me to let you in? What, did your new best friend ditch you so you came crawling back to me?"