Complicated

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So I had to get ready for Chris but I was still questioning my relationship with Shawn , whether I should go or not because even though Shawn and I were separated I felt like I was still devoted to him and with him .
But then I realized that if Shawn really loved me he wouldn't want a "break" from me ..... But I love this man so much you don't even understand , but fuck it .
So I get in the shower and as I was just about to walk in I get a text from Chris saying he was on his way to get me so I rush straight in , I had no time to wasted , I needed to straighten my hair , do my makeup and get dressed
By the time I get out the shower he's already at the door this is how you know I'm slow ... I open the door and let him in because duhhhh it's Chris mf brown
I told him to wait and sit down and make himself at home while I put my clothes in and do my makeup and he was completely fine with that , a couple minutes later I get done and all ready to go . we go outside where his lambo is parked and he opens the door for me (what a gentleman) and I get inside ... The car ride was funny and interesting
Chris : so Erica what kind of music to u like listening to ?
Me : ummmm we'll yours and other hip-hop music
Chris : lol ok *puts radio on *
Me : 😂😂 ... Tell me more about u chris
Chris : whatchu wanna know ma ?
Me : everything
Chris : dannnngg u nosy girl 😭
Me : 😑 u ain't gotta tell me shit then
Chris : ok lil mama , how bout u tell me bout u
Me : well u already know my name sooooo ... I'm from - * he stops me*
Chris : I know your first name what's your full name ?
Me : you ain't gotta know that ! 😕
Chris : oh ok but you know my full name right ?
Me : no ... 😳😳
Chris : lie again
Me : ok i do but still
Chris : still what ? There ain't no exceptions
Me : 💀 if u say so
We talked the WHOLE car ride that for a moment there was an awkward silence , we got to the restaurant it was a really fancy one too , i forgot what it was called tho 😒
Chris : * while eating * so let me get sum straight u frfr single ?
Me : 😂😂 yea
Chris : but why tho ? You beautiful , ambitious , funny ... Just a good girl
Me : cuz I'm a cunt that's y 😂 and i honestly am not lookin for love at thi-
Chris : wait whatchu mean not lookin for love ? 😕 gurrrlll u boutta fall in love today 😒 I'm taking u out to dinner , mannn u trippin
Me : U buggin
Chris : nah that's u lil mama
I get what Chris is saying but I'm just not ready for a steady relationship at the very moment... Ion wanna fuck him thinking about shawn yo.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 07, 2019 ⏰

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