How could I tell you? How could I tell you that I have feelings for you? During the course of my life.....I've been beaten, bullied, yelled at, laughed at, spit at, gone insane and had a complete mental break down. But every time came back up and brushed off the dirt and smiled with tears in my eyes and screams in my mind. So many things happened to me, it was cause by my teachers, students, friends & even family.....but most of all....me. Eventually I lost everything, my creativity, imagination, my emotions, even my will to breathe. And then I met you, for the first time in a long time I felt a single pulse in my cold, emotionless heart. You brought back what was once thought dead. No matter how many times I've been broken, I've always put myself back together.....well, not completely. But how could I tell you? I'm afraid I'd I do my love, I wouldn't be able to put myself together again. I will be lost in the abyss of isolation and depression. How could I tell you without losing everything again?
