My one wish of moving had came true, but where she put me wasn't the best place. I was right next to him, Christian the whole time I felt so nervous and warm inside, a very weird feeling to be honest. I wasn't use to such a feeling within me, I was use to a calm, relaxed feeling but that wasn't it today and probably for as long as I'm here.
"Look at that, now you sitting next to me!"
"Yep, now we can talk a bit more"
He smiled, oh god that smile I really couldn't resist. The feeling grow worse and worse the longer we talked, I wanted to tell him how I felt, but I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Something I treasured so much and I didn't want my feeling to ruin that treasure. That smile and laugh that always lifted my spirits.
I felt this was the right idea, I thought that it would help me. But it wasn't, I should have said it then, and never have hide it inside.I didn't know the pain it would have costed me.
He patted my head playfully when I couldn't solve an answer and would help me. My would go blank as I watched him laugh at my kiddish mistakes and fix it for me. I hated the feeling, yet I loved it, I know he was something to be in the beginning but not this type of something.
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It was the week of boring old state exams, after the time had gone for them and we had a bit of free time me and Christian talked when he said something I wish he didn't.
"Do you like anyone?"
"Umm"
I didn't know what to say, the words caught in my throat wouldn't come out not matter how hard I tried. I had to swallow them back in, and say something else.
"I do"
"Who, If you don't mind answering that"
"Uh....."
Who? Who was this person I like well it is the person talking to me, asking me such a question. I opened my mouth to say a name, and he first name that came was Daniel.
"Daniel"
"Your kidding right?"
"No"
Oh yes I was, I just can't tell him. I can't tell him the truth about it, I didn't want to ruin us and I wasn't planning to anytime soon. I had to keep with this lie as long as I can, maybe the rest of my life but I couldn't let the truth out that's for sure.
A/N~ yes, This was a short chapter from the rest sadly but don't worry I will have one out for Tm
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Friendzoned {On Hold}
Romance...love is hard to get past, there are hills and traps to get it. Friendzoned is the worse of them all.
