»I can't« I whispered, »I-I can't do this.« I buried my face in my hands, shaking my head hysterically.
Hailey's head shot up? looking at me with puckered eyebrows. »What?!« She sat up from her bent position. »Are you serious? What the fuck, Justin!«
I pushed myself off the bed and turned around to avoid the eye contact. I couldn't get it over my heart, I couldn't do that.
»Fuck, Hailey, I can't do it.« I repeated myself with a louder voice and my breath stopped as I felt her body pressing against my back while her hands were placed on the hem of my sweatpants, tugging on it.
She kissed my shoulders, whispering sweet words into my ear turning me into stone, »I love you, Justin.«
I couldn't give her what she expected, even if I wanted to, it was impossible.
»No.« I turned around to her and inhaled deep for air. It was time before I was never going to tell her. She should've known, I couldn't keep on acting and lying to her.
»Hailey, there's something you should know.« She nodded slowly, crossing her arms. It looked like she was already expecting the worst.
Expect the unexpected.
»We-we can't go on like this. I can't give you back what you want. As sorry as I am, you're not the one.« I said with honesty and tried my best to finally get over with it.
Her lips curled up to a sarcastic grin before she really started to laugh.
»Fuck you, Justin.« As soon as her sentence was spoken she left. Left as in packing her things and leaving somewhere else. It seemed like she knew what was going on in my head.
She was completely done with me for sure.
justinbieber sent you a photo.
Of course Stella was the first person I texted. She was like my go to.
justinbieber: aye
justinbieber: i just broke up w hailey
justinbieber: well, we didn't say it but we broke up indirectlyfatherstell: whaT
fatherstell: how can u break up indirectlyI slightly laughed, that was a good point.
justinbieber: she told me to fuck myself and left
fatherstell: OH
fatherstell: i wanna roast that snake rn but instead ima pretend i'm truly sorry !
fatherstell: why tho?justinbieber: 😅😅
I nibbled on my lower lip, slightly getting nervous but man up and just told her straight away.
justinbieber: i couldn't have sex w her
justinbieber: not like i couldn't get a boner
justinbieber: don't laugh okfatherstell: why would i laugh omg there's nothing embarassing, what embarassing is that she broke up w u bc of that reason, may i shove my foot up her ass
I smiled at her cuteness. She was so precious, how could I ever hurt her? I must've been a huge fucking asshole.
justinbieber: wellllll there's a reason why i couldn't
fatherstell: and what's the reason?
God, Justin, don't hyperventilate. What should I say? That I finally confessed my feelings towards her to myself and she was the reason why? No, rather not.
justinbieber: nah, doesn't matter anyway
fatherstell: come on justin. if it was embarrassing enough for u to tell me that u couldn't have sex with her (which is not embarassing at all bc i never could shove my dick into that crusty ass loose pussy), then it can't be so bad. plus we're best friends helloooooo
Great shit I've caused there, how was I supposed to tell her that I wad in fucking love with her. Besides that I doubt she wasn't fully over the thing with Hailey and me.
justinbieber: i'll tell u when it's the time to
fatherstell: justin omg
fatherstell: fys but make sure it'll be soon or my other foot will be shoved up ur ass, paljustinbieber: woaaaH chill there babe
justinbieber: btw, who was that guy u had a date wfatherstell: what guy??
justinbieber:
fatherstell: oh him, yeah well none of ur business 😜
justinbieber: um
fatherstell: he fucks me regulary
»What the fuck, dude?« I shouted super mad.
justinbieber: you've got to be kidding me
fatherstell: his dick game v good
Oh, hell no. Did she for real get some other dude? I didn't like that.
justinbieber: the fuck
fatherstell: homeslice i'm jk chill ur balls
justinbieber: good
justinbieber: he looks like that type of guy who would fuck u and then drop u
justinbieber: sorry i just had toI felt slight anger just thinking about that dude and her. I didn't like this guy and I didn't like Stella being with this guy.
fatherstell: uh ok justin
justinbieber: i don't trust this boy
fatherstell: omg chill tf out it wouldn't be any of ur business if i fucked w him
justinbieber: yeah i know, but still
fatherstell: are u free rn?
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FanfictionTHIS BOOK IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION! (which is moving very slowly lmao) ...bc some things need to change and the present me kinda dislikes this book. in which a fan slides into the dm's of her biggest celebrity crush. ▬ ©O6RIEN / 2015/16 [ COMPLETED ]