I want to get my story out before I kick the bucked. Forgive my poor grammar and thank your for reading my story.
I killed myself over this one person. It sounds stupid, but there is more to it. Everyone leaves me, the best way to explain why I killed myself is with my suicide note I made. Here it is.
So I guess im socially awkward but I just talk right through it and overcame it, and apparently I am mean or something because I seem to annoy any new friend I make causing them to leave me.
All I seem to do is bring drama when I make new friends and I don't like it and it isn't intentional so i dont know how to stop, even this note is dramatic I feel.
Anyway ive decided to stop making friends because i just make them hate me and since I dont have any friends imma die.
So thats why I died, and now I kinda just want to say what happened with me and Karsyn. I was lonely because recently a friend left me. I stubbled upon Karsyn when he joined the kik group I was in, escapethefate. I talked to him privately im pretty sure I complemented how he was very pretty as I tend to do to peopl I think are pretty, everyone sees themselves as gross and I feel good telling someone that they are pretty. Anyway yea so we talked and became friends, keep in mind he was my only friend. We were both trans so it was pretty cool and we both liked the same music and anime, we had the same crude sense of humor. I fell in love and as he was my only friend i was very clingy and he had enough as most of my friends do. He just stopped talking to me even though I still cares and was worried. He eventually came back when my friends told him to. I was super depressed till he came back. He was back for about 3 days. I got a message from someone to leave him alone and I said ok but I still tried to contact Karsyn. I had another kik account and wanted to see if he would respond. Of course he did and I have had enough of people leaving but I cant be alone, people help me cope with my depression, so I just have to end it. Bye
