Thoughts and Stuff

Too Personal

The sun just won't rise
So dark in the skies
As you're waking up
Next to him
I'm waking up alone
Again
By choice
I could have anyone
Anyone but you
Your voice
Your invisible gun
You turned me blue
You can keep
Dragging me
You can sleep
Peacefully
While I stay awake
So restless
I sweat and shake
So reckless
It's relentless
I will live and die
Knowing you don't love me
But honey I don't care
You will speak and lie
Knowing you don't love me
Knowing you don't care
I will always love you
I will always love the pain
I will always come through
I'll always be insane
Things will always be the same
Things will never be the same
I can't just cut ties
Lord knows I've tried
I crawl right back
And beg forgiveness
This love is black
This love is endless
It's one-sided obsession
Causing my depression
Building up aggression
You refuse to be my possession