She Died

Regret

Ashleigh's P.O.V

Matapos akong tawagan ng Doctor ni Cynthia agad akong nagpunta don kahit pa pinipigilan ako ng mga nurse.

May blood donor na siya!

'' Doc. Salamat po at nakahanap na kayo ng donor. May I know his name? ''

Excited na tanong ko. Isang malungkot na ngiti ang ibinigay sa akin ng Doctor.

'' She's a woman. You know that it's really rare to find a blood donor cause it can take your life. But she's different. She's Claire. And she ask me if I can tell you this so I will. She loved you so much iho. She's willing to sacrificed just to save your girlfriend's life, that's how she loved. She never hesitate. Maiwan na kita.Kailangan na ako sa OR ''

Unti-unting bumabagsak ang katawan ko dahil sa mga narinig ko sa Doctor.

Claire . . .

Siya yun diba?

Napaupo ako sa sahig habang patuloy na nagfflashback ang mga memorya sa isipan ko.

I hate her for leaving me but I never accept her reason. I only saw myself being alone.

And now she's willing to save my girlfriend's life just for us to be happy?

Tumayo ako. Pumunta ako sa OR. Pinilit kong pumasok pero pinipigilan nila ako. Nagwawala na ako but I don't care!

'' Let me in! I need to save her ''

'' Sorry sir but the operation is on going. You're not able to come in ''

Hindi ko sila pinapakinggan. I even shout her name until I felt a hard punch in my cheeks.

'' I don't care if you accused me for hitting you. But you deserve to be punch. I'm a doctor but I'm a father too and I'm hurting just to see this woman giving her blood just to save your girl! It's too painful for a father to lose his daughter. You can't to anything  but to accept the fact that she is dying! ''

Halos lahat kami ay napatulala sa sinabi ng Doctor. Hindi ko alam pero patuloy akong binabasa ng tubig sa aking mata.

At ang mas nakakagulat ganun din siya. . .

'' I'm a doctor but I can't save my own daughter's life. She pass away last week. I want to save this little girl too but I can't cause she beg me and that's what my daughter do too. They both beg me. Little boy we have two girl's in one room. Which one are you going to save? ''

I stunned in that moment. I felt my whole body paralyze and it shakens me.

Which one are you going to save?

Una Kaibigan kita. Pangalawa pinilit mo lang akong kalimutan. Pangatlo may paki ako kasi mahal kita.

Ipinagbake kita ng cookies diba favorite mo to?

I-Iniisip ko lang naman ang kaligtasan mo.

She sacrificed her own life just for you to be happy.

That's how she loved.

Alam ko na ang sagot.

Sasagutin ko na sana ang Doctor pero bigla nalang lumabas ang isang nurse.

'' Doc. 50/50 na ang pasyente. Kailangan ng isagawa ang operation ''

When I heard that everything happened so fast.

Wala akong ibang magawa kundi ang tignan ang pinto na nakasara at sa tingin ko kailanma'y hindi ko na mabubuksan pa.