More Than Just A Fuck

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SCREAMING BECAUSE WHY NOT hahaha!!

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Here I go again. Getting ready to go to Niall's house just like every weekend. I'm getting tired of it honestly because all we do is just fuck. We've been friends for 5 years now and we've been doing this for 2 years and it's getting really thought.

We had a 'Friends with Benefits' relationship but Niall uses it. I'm just there because I get something out if it too. We both agreed to stay friends, be fuck-buddies and not get feelings for each other.

Well, I just had to love him. Yes, love. I love Niall and I think it's been long enough to feel like this.

I was packing my last things in my over night bag because Niall always wants me to stay the night. Lately he's been really close to me, not that I mind but he always wants to hang out in the day and fuck in the night and he would always text me.

*beep beep*

Like now. I walk to my night stand and unlocked my phone to see a message from him.

"Are you coming yet? I'd love to see you right now ;)'

He said and I rolled my eyes. I think he meant that he'd love to fuck me. Only just fuck because that's all he thinks of. It really gets me angry and I'll only be there to please him and it hurst because he's basicallt using me and I'm tired of it. I think I'm gonna skip tonight; he won't mind either because he can fuck another girl if he'd like. Or maybe he shouldn't cause I'll rip him and the girl's heads of and burn them. Call me jealous because that's exactly what I am. I hope that no one gets so close to him to see what I see every weekend. He's only mine even if we're not together.

I decided to skip tonight. He'll get over it. I didn't bother to unpack because I'm lazy. I went downstairs and flopped on the couch to watch some movies. It was well past nine when I was close to fall asleep. But the cliché thing happened; there was a knock on the door. Fucking hell!

I took my time to walk to the door, hoping the other person will go away but the knocking didn't stop. Ugh! The doorknob started to rattle and I started to panic. Oh my god maybe it's an intruder! I stood a few feet away from the door.

"Y/N?" I heard the familiar voice yelling. That's a relief because atleast it's Niall. But why is he here? Did he go all the way to just use me?

"Y/N!"

"I'm coming!" I yelled back and fixed my hair. Atleast I need to be presentable. I opened the door and faced a distressed Niall.

"Thank god!" He said and ingulfed me in a hug. Did he bump his head? Since when is he so loveable?

"What's wrong Niall?" I asked as he still hugged me.

"I thought something happened to you!" He whispered as he buried his head in my neck. "Y-you didn't answer your phone a-and you didn't come by my house a-and I just panicked and-"

"Niall where's this coming from? Why do you even care, if I'm just a fuck-buddie to you? That's all I'll ever be!" I yelled at him and pushed him back a little from our hug. My emotions got the best of me. "I know we promised that none of us should develop feelings while doing what we do but guess what Niall?! I did catch feelings for you and you just use me! I'm tired and it's hurting me that you will never love me as much as I love you!"

He stared at me in shock. Guess he didn't expect that... He quickly pulled me in to a hug and I just let my tears fall.

"Shhh, babe." Niall rubbed my back and calmed me.

"I don't wanna do this anymore, Niall! I don't want be your fuck-Buddie anymore! I can't keep doing this!" I cried in his chest.

"Y/N, I love you." He admit. What the fuck?

"What?" I looked up at him, seeing he is smiling at me.

"I love you so much. You make me so happy baby, you honestly do. I never wanted to make you feel like I'm using you, everything that we did, I did it out of love, not just lust. That's why I came here because you're suppose to be with me in my arms and when I couldn't reach you I started to panic. I care so much about you and if I didn't, I wouldn't be here telling you how much I love you."

"You're an idiot!" I joked. He leaned in to kiss me and it felt so amazing!

"C-can you be my girlfriend?" He nervously asked.

"YES!" I partically jump on him.

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Ehhh I just got bored and wrote this. *whispers* in class... Hahhaha!!

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Thank you for reading ;)

- J xx

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