Chapter 5

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I stared down at the last person i thought would be out here.

''um'' i hesitated for a bit but then sat down next to him and the many crumped up angry papers. ''are you ok?'' i looked at him expecting at least something but he just sniffled and had his face buried in his hands. 

After a while he just seemed dead, and i pushed all my thoughts away and held his sides, and shook him as hard as i can. He looked up slightly and he was sweating, tears everywhere. His eyes were bright red from crying. He gave me a confused look and i just kept my face stern. ''Whats wrong?''.

He just put his head down again but this time, i held both sides of his face and brought his face to mine, making stern eye contact. ''I cant do it'' He said, his voice cracking and dry.

''Do what?'' 

''I cant write a song.... I've disappointed everyone. And now ill disappoint army. Im disappointing more than a thousand people..dont you understand??'' He again buried  his face in his hands. Now sobbing 

I touched the ground for a second and thought of a plan, of anything, just to make him stop feeling this way. 

After a few minutes i stood up and held his hand, pulling him up as hard as i can- just to make him feel like a change in the state hes in. 

He looked at me with a puzzled and an angry face again and it pushed me in doing what i had wanted to do.

I nodded and tightened the grip of our hands,  counted in my head

1

2

3

I ran as fast as i can, around the pool twice, around tables, and around the house. I dragged him all the way -but half way, he got into it and started running with me. 

After running, i dragged him by the hand in the house.

I dragged him towards the bathroom and opened the door, my breathing a bit fastening. 

He looked way too confused now- his facial expressions kind of look cute. i chuckled a bit and got back to work.

I got him into the tub fully clothed and turned on the cold-seriously-damn-freezing mode.

''YAHH!!'' he screamt but i covered his mouth quick and hit him on the head

''stop screaming!! everyone's asleep'' 

I held him still under the shower. ''close your eyes'' i ordered him. 

After a few moments of arguing he did as told and closed his eyes

I let him stand there for a bit and i just stared at him

Let all the worries pour down your shoulder.

After a while i closed the water that was running down and rapped a towel around him.

I grabbed his hand again and we headed to the kitchen, water dripping from both of us as we walked.

"Sit" i told him and pointed at the chair beside the counter.
He did as told and watched me pour milk and get an incalcuable amount of sweets and food

I placed all of it infront of him and nodded. "Eat"
He blank a couple of times at me then started eating
First slowly, then was getting into it. I watched him gulp down the food and stuff his pale cheeks.
"You look like you havent ate for days" i chuckled at him but he continued eating
"right. You havent"

After everything was licked off the plates, we headed back to our final destination. Back to the pencil n paper

He sat on the ground again and took a deep breath. I was behind him observing and hE WAS THINKING AWAY.
Mental high five

Yoongi stared infront of him. A few minutes away, he started writing.

I hugged my knees closer to me and smiled at the site of him improving.

Slowly and slowly, i drift off to the site of Yoongi.

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