Afriad To Trust

Chapter 5

RoseMaries POV.

I woke up to a distraught Zayn. An understanding looking Liam. A pissed off Harry. Hmm.... Where's the other guys? Oh well.. The less dudes the merry.

"Ow.. What happened?" I asked sitting up.

Harry's face instantly softens.

"Oh you're awake, how are you feeling?" Asks Harry.

"I'm feeling okay, just a little confused what happened?"

"Oh, you mean you don't remember calling me a cunt and a douchbag because I do!!!!" Zayns voice boomed through the house.

Okay I'm actually scared his voice was so loud and well.. Scary.

'Zayn go outside now." Liam says with an authoritative voice. I watch Zayn walk out the door and goes to one of the chairs in the backyard and pull out a cigarette; he lights it up then he smokes it.

Liam's POV.

Jesus Zayn I don't understand why you yelled at her like that. She doesn't know the whole story. Maybe I should stop talking to myself it's bad for your health.

"Can I ask you a few questions?"

She looked very hesitant but she slowly nodded.

"Okay..umm.. What's your name?"

Her voice came out really soft you could tell she had a Bradford accent just like Zayn. Her voice was so angel like. Her voice was perfect.

"RoseMarie." She said so quietly that I barely even got it if I wasn't kneeling right in front of her.

RoseMaries POV.

"Why were you in the middle of the road last night?"

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Why that question. Maybe if I answer a question with another question. Hmm.. Good thinking RoseMarie.

"What's it to you?"

He's face looked shocked and stunned by my sudden change in voice and attitude.

"Uhh... I just wanna know so I and the rest of the band can help you."

"I. Don't. Need. Help. Never. Have. Never. Will." I spoke with my teeth clenched and anger in my voice.

"Oh..umm...uhh...Well I just uhhh figured since you were umm in the middle of the road hurt and alone that uh you needed ummm..help.

I got angry. I stood up and started pacing.

"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!??! My Bradford accent boomed through the house. I must of been really loud since Zayn came back in along with all the other guys came in and froze.

"Uhh.III.... he stuttered.

"YEAH THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT. I DON'T NEED HELP I WILL NEVER NEED HELP. WHO THE FUCK TAKES IN SOME RANDOM PIECE OF SHIT AND TRIES TO MAKE THEM FEEL WELCOMED. SERIOUSLY?? I RAN BECAUSE MY MOMS A PHYSCO BITCH AND MY DADS DEAD BECAUSE OF THAT MOTHER FUCKER!! SERIOUSLY DO YOU THINK I WOULD WANT TO STAY HERE AND GET ADOPTED AND LIVE WITH THE GUY WHO'S FRIENDS BULLIED ME FORVER WHILE HE JUST WATCHED! NO.I CAN'T FUCKING STAY HERE. NOBODY WANTS A PIECE OF WORTHLESS SHIT LIVING AND BREATHING THEIR FUCKING AIR!!!!!!! I took in a long breathe and collapsed to the ground. Rocking back and forth. Back and forth. Crying and heaving. Crying and heaving that's all you heard for about for about 5 mins. I was hugging my knees with all my might with my face in my knees just mumbling.

"Nobody wants me. Nobody loves me. She was right. She always right." I mumble into my knees as I kept crying heavily.

I let out a blood curdling scream one that I have done before so many times. I kept screaming and screaming into my knees. Someone came and sat down beside me and started rubbing my back. When he spoke I heard an Irish accent. He was saying.

"Hey shh it's okay. Just get it all out darling. Everything will be fine."

His voice was so soothing. I lifted my head a little just enough to ask-

"Does that mean I can scream?" my voice quivered.

"Yes, darling you can scream."

So I did. I screamed and screamed. Like I never did before. I screamed til I was out of breathe then I screamed so much til I was shaking violently while tears soaked my fragile face.

Louis POV.

This is so sad. I've never seen a girl like this that's so broken. Her scream gave me shivers.

Liam POV.

Go Niall. I can't believe he was the first one to react. It really surprised me a lot. He's soothing her and its working. All I hear is that she's mumbling something and a loud blood curdling scream after that. It was so bad that I could cry. Wait... is that a drop of water coming out of my eye. Yep I'm crying.

Zayns POV.

Oh mi fucking god. I only met her mom once and she was so nice also I met her dad. I wonder what happened to her dad? I've never heard a scream like that before. Her tears won't stop falling. She's shaking horribly. Oh RoseMarie what happened to you when I left?

Nialls POV.

I just kept sitting there soothing the fragile girl. She so broken I just want to hug her and never let her go. I took a look around at everyone. Harry looks so broken along with Louis an Liam. Zayn looks so shocked and stunned he's just standing there crying with tears falling down his perfect face. I hear her take a large gasp of air and she continues crying loudly. It's so sad.

RoseMarie POV.

I cried and cried I can't believe this. I screamed again and again. The Irish blonde kept soothing me. I've never felt this wanted since Zayn left for when he auditioned for X factor. I lifted my head up and looked into his ocean blue eyes and I just hug him and I cry again. His eyes look like daddy's. His grip tightens on me and I tighten my grip on him. I screamed again and again. Is this what it feels to feel numb? Is this what a hug feels like? I haven't had a hug like this since mom went crazy and killed dad. I can't believe she did that and blamed me. I screamed the longest scream I've ever done. I started pounding my small fist against his chest while I was crying and screaming. He didn't do anything, he didn't stop me he just let me hit him in the chest.

I've officially broke. I am broken.

Long chapter full of crying and stuff. I hope you guys liked it. I really liked this chapter. RoseMarie is going to tell them a little about her past in the next chapter. Will she forgive Zayn? is she falling for a certain Irish blonde? please stay with me it might take me a little longer to write chapter 6. Thanks for reading. Bye lovelies. (: