It was just a dream

Prologue

My name is Camilla, my life has been a series of ups and downs, but it's okay because I've gotten used to it.
Everyone things I'm this strong ordinary sixteen year old teen,but what they don't know Is that a lot of things have affected my life.

Teens have a lot on them for example school everyone things it's so easy but nowadays it's gotten hard for us and we have boys who are hard and stubborn. Maybe even when our parents and teachers ask us "oh where do you want to go to college? What major are you thinking of getting?"
Most of  us don't even know half of the stuff our parents, teachers, family members , and friends want us to know it feels like we have too much.. but going back to me.

My family always has problems like any other family out there... My crush or should I say lover Liam wants me to go out with him, but I'm not even sure how it's going to go. I'm scared of this new change.
My sisters Leah and Avery are all done with school but still haven't decided where to go or what to do next so I'm stuck with them.
My father works a lot and feel like I hardly even see him and well my mom is home at a good time so I see her a lot. My little sister Lexi is home with my older sisters since she's small and has morning school, I go to school and when I come home I'm usually in my room because I feel this emptiness inside of me. I feel like nobody wants to me with me and I really don't feel the love of my dad, it's sad because he doesn't trust me.

My ex broke up with me four months ago and it feels like crap because I was so used to being with him, he was the best thing that had happened to me, but then again we are "young souls."