It was just a dream

Chapter one

School again, ugh how I hated waking up so early just to study. Why can't I just be home schooled like my sister Avery?
I get up from my comfortable bed and stretch, I head to the bathroom and take a warm shower and do my business.
I question myself what I want to do after I graduate after all I graduate next year.
People make school look so easy when it's feels like hell is loose.
I brush my teeth and do my early morning routine and receive a text from my bestfriend Lydia

Lydia~ Jesus Christ Camilla we're  running late again,
did you forget to put your alarm?or did you just ignore it?

I didn't feel like dealing with her this morning don't get me wrong I love her and all but I just feel too tired.
I put my phone back where it was and finish my hair and go down stairs to eat some waffles that my beautiful mother made.

"Good morning you" I say while I take a zip of my orange juice
And she says
"morning baby,
better hurry you don't want to be late to school and don't forget that we have to go shopping after school so meet me in Carls jr. At 3 and we'll go to the mall after that."

I just nod, but in my head I feel like saying "no I'm just gonna come home and sleep",but then again it's my mom. I put the dishes in the sink and get my backpack and hurry outside and I scream "love you mom" and get into my car. I live  five blocks away from school so it's not that far by car when I arrive I look for Lydia and Joe who is my guy bestfriend when I find them I say hello and give them a hug and tell them that I had a horrible night because my little sister slept with me and was moving a lot, they just laughed and then Lydia gave me this "tf bitch look"  I guess she got mad because I didn't answer her. I just ignored it and we walked to class since the bell was about to ring. On our way to class I saw my lover Liam and he came to me and gave me a hug which made me smile and he asked me if I wanted to go to his house tomorrow all I said was "I'm not sure but I'll let you know if I can" he just smiled and  said "it's fine if you have other stuff to do" he walked to his class and I walk into mine we had it next to each other so it was pretty cool.

The teacher kept bragging about on how we have this big project and that it was due next month and it was "very important" and that we can have a partner so I was pretty happy about that, but other than that it sucked because it meant that I had work after school and I hate that because it takes time from me... I watch a lot of movies after school so I took my job very serious.
After a few hours it was finally time for me to go to lunch and I was really hungry but that school food was freaking disgusting honestly, I don't know how can people eat that it's so bad looking. I take an orange out of my backpack and start peeling it and when my bestfriends come and sit with me we talk about celebrities and our favorite shows
And we gossip every now and then so it was a normal conversation not like the football or cheerleader teams that they talk about
guys/girls that they want to bang if you know what I mean.
We eat our food and look at the time to see how much we have left and look at that we have five minutes left, time flies when you are having a good time.

Before I know it, school was over and I was driving to Carls jr. I meet my mom there and we eat a very good hamburger and fries then we go to the mall

My mom was trying to find me a dress because we are going to a family party and a lot of our family are going to be there and supposedly it's gonna be a huge one this time.
I really don't  to go out to parties because I feel like I can't be myself and like I don't know anyone. It's hard to explain but I just didn't like it. We buy a couple of dresses and then I ask my mom if I could go to a friends house tomorrow and she said I could I kinda lied cause I said I was gonna do work and well I have no idea what I'm gonna do over at Liam's place I'm pretty nervous. We aren't dating, but I guess we can say it's work in process if you know what I mean.