For him because I cannot say what I want to.

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I wish I could love you the way that you

Love me. Because this whole loving concept

Is something I find difficult as it is new

and I fail to grasp a positive prospect

That I will be able to work this out.

Will I? Can I fight my demons before

I allow every single goddamn doubt

To get in my way of what's in store

for me? The fact that you're the one

I have to look forward to is so damn

reassuring I cannot help but feel a ton

of pressure to be the girl for the man

Who would do anything for me.

So I'm going to do my best and struggle

through what I can at least see

and give an attempt to juggle

life and love and the pursuit to be

what I've always wanted- happy.

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